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How Are You Feeling Right Now?
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While its ok to express anger, I so need to control my anger. I felt I could just go violent whenever someone crossed boundaries and its just weird, do you shiver when you feel your blood boiling in during communications. Definitely, its training tho to control while you're shivering or some sort before I could even hit that person.
A lot of things in a way - annoyed for not feeling more “happy” because of having something to look forward to today, sad (rather not say why, maybe it is a bit pathetic and also unwise anyway I’m not sure), unsure, confused, tired and also bored a bit. Just hope the dumb bus strike will end soon, it’s been 4 months now, all of spring was one thing, but cmon now summer too?! Ugh! Some things in this world kinda suck. I feel so guilty to say that but it’s how I feel right now anyway. :/
To everyone who has posted here/all members here - sending lots of comforting, reassuring, supportive, encouraging, healing, calming, loving and positive energy and hugs to you, today and always
To everyone who has posted here/all members here - sending lots of comforting, reassuring, supportive, encouraging, healing, calming, loving and positive energy and hugs to you, today and always
A lot of things in a way - annoyed for not feeling more “happy” because of having something to look forward to today, sad (rather not say why, maybe it is a bit pathetic and also unwise anyway I’m not sure), unsure, confused, tired and also bored a bit. Just hope the dumb bus strike will end soon, it’s been 4 months now, all of spring was one thing, but cmon now summer too?! Ugh! Some things in this world kinda suck. I feel so guilty to say that but it’s how I feel right now anyway. :/
To everyone who has posted here/all members here - sending lots of comforting, reassuring, supportive, encouraging, healing, calming, loving and positive energy and hugs to you, today and always
To everyone who has posted here/all members here - sending lots of comforting, reassuring, supportive, encouraging, healing, calming, loving and positive energy and hugs to you, today and always
mike....
try to hold on. if things get too bad go to the emergency room and maybe they can do the colonoscopy or something else to help with the pain and hopefullly find the cause. i truly understand living with horrible pain. sometimes pain brings us to the edge but we have to keep trying , we want to wait until the reaper comes so we can touch the face of god and live in paradise. we can't take a chance on losing out because god calls it a sin. but i know we can only take so much. you have courage and empathy and i will pray for you to get some relief
mike....
mike....
nothing serious but suicide looks so good right now because of uncontrolled pain. it will come down after a while after the meds work. the financial issues will work out they always do, and even though suicide looks good i know it's not the answer and i have this stupid list of why i can't. so i look at suicide as a relief i can never have so i'm pretty safe. i am starting to look at the light again and i know i will get back to my normal happy self lol. tomorrow is a good day because it's my first car show this year, only bad thing is i have to get up at 5:30 am lol
mike
mike
A lot of things in a way - annoyed for not feeling more “happy” because of having something to look forward to today, sad (rather not say why, maybe it is a bit pathetic and also unwise anyway I’m not sure), unsure, confused, tired and also bored a bit. Just hope the dumb bus strike will end soon, it’s been 4 months now, all of spring was one thing, but cmon now summer too?! Ugh! Some things in this world kinda suck. I feel so guilty to say that but it’s how I feel right now anyway. :/
To everyone who has posted here/all members here - sending lots of comforting, reassuring, supportive, encouraging, healing, calming, loving and positive energy and hugs to you, today and always
To everyone who has posted here/all members here - sending lots of comforting, reassuring, supportive, encouraging, healing, calming, loving and positive energy and hugs to you, today and always
Pain is a big reason to feel like giving up, I'm not in your shoes.. but I do ache and probably not as much as you, I wish you peace today and an ease up on the pain. I'll send up a prayer and hope Jesus hears me... I sometimes wonder, but he forgives us so I don't know why he wouldn't listen.
I did something so stupid, I wasn't thinking I was on the phone, I went to brush my teeth. I keep hair dye and developer in the drawer in the bathroom. I picked up the lightening peroxide cream and started brushing, and oh my the burn. I rinsed with water, called for free nurse advice.. just rinse but she said I should go to the hospital. I won't. Not sitting for hours to hear, well you've rinsed and yes it's burned.... it will take some time, I'm glad I didn't swallow anything. It makes me feel stupid but we all make mistakes.
I did something so stupid, I wasn't thinking I was on the phone, I went to brush my teeth. I keep hair dye and developer in the drawer in the bathroom. I picked up the lightening peroxide cream and started brushing, and oh my the burn. I rinsed with water, called for free nurse advice.. just rinse but she said I should go to the hospital. I won't. Not sitting for hours to hear, well you've rinsed and yes it's burned.... it will take some time, I'm glad I didn't swallow anything. It makes me feel stupid but we all make mistakes.