i am so f#cking tired of these pain spikes. i'm not sure if they are a lot worse because things are just getting a lot worse or if it's a cycle. i go through cycles that are better or worse depending if it's a good or bad cycle. if it's a cycle i think i can handle it if it's getting a lot worse not so sure if i have the strength. i guess i have to let god decide which it is
mike
mike


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