How Are You Feeling Right Now?

[Harrow]

I'm struggling against thinking of it. The stsruggle seems fake, and the voices in my head tell me I've always been a failure. So I'm struggling against them too.

Your lovely and so far from a failure. We are all here to support you through the struggle

 

[Bergerac]

excitable, with some hope for the future xx

 

[Bergerac]

i'm actually doing pretty damned good. my 64 dodge is running well and it's weird my body is running well also lol. last few days breathing has been difficult. it was weird because oxygen levels were good. i figured it out, i have some chest cogestion so i'm definately doing well. and of course copd made it worse. most important thing is i'm not depressed at all right now

mike

That sounds very positive, overall, Mike. Very pleased to hear it.

 

[Angie]

sort of dreading the day

the world is in chaos

 

[Lane]

I know that others have lost their pets and my heart bled for the survivors and now I’m going through the same grief. Not so much grief as sadness because the cat is still alive. But by the end of the week he might be gone. He is not well. Right now he’s in my arms purring and I have to cherish the moment. But he doesn’t deserve this illness. But I am sad.

Awww, I'm so sorry for what you're going through right now S. Your precious baby knows how much you love him/her and that's gotta be so important. Thinking of you during this time.

 

[AvidFan]

sort of dreading the day

the world is in chaos

I know what you mean. It's probably always been in chaos somewhere - the news is very selective about the chaos it reports. I try to avoid it. I hope you can find some peace within yourself today.

 

[Windhover]

Your lovely and so far from a failure. We are all here to support you through the struggle

I'm grateful for what you said Harrow.

Hope you're doing alright.

 

[Lane]

Annoyed that there are people in my office that get paid more than me and do less. Way less.

 

[Lane]

sort of dreading the day

the world is in chaos

I hope your day turns out well for you Angie despite the goings on in the world. The news is definitely bleak, I agree.

 

[Lane]

Painted a bear and here's my front display that makes me smile.

 

[HappyKitty]

Its weird. I can be jealous of others who has supports yet I am that one who thinks getting help is pathetic, its as if- its so pathetic that you cant think for yourself kinda mood. So I tend to punish self whenever I got help... I have so many judgemental inner voices as I do things on my own damn.

 

[Astrid78]

Disgusted with the world and all its parasites

 

[TragicReality]

Useless, achy. That's a nice painting @Lane
I got the bottom of the house fairly clean. I'm glad the busy thanksgiving weekend is over here. I did like the few hours of privacy today when my landlord is gone for work. It's very cold and rainy out. I'm lucky my landlord is nice, I moved his a/c off the freezer and he didn't freak out. I wanted my ice cream that bad.... it's a heavy thing.

 

[1964dodge]

The education system in Italy is one of a kind. Its lame as hell and I would have never guessed such a system exists in the world. Exams are oral which makes failing way more probable and since you can retake the exams infinite number of times, it makes it easier to fall behind the class. So am in 2nd year medicine while 50% of my 1st years exams are still left, which might sound bad but am in top half of class bein done with the other 50%. However still, there are those who have done better than me, and the envy and jealouy and madness is killing me.Idk how to stop this comparison, its driving me crazy. Sucks being a perfectionist.

if you compete with yourself instead of others you will win every time

mike.....

 

[1964dodge]

That sounds very positive, overall, Mike. Very pleased to hear it.

thank you @Bergerac

mike....

 

[AvidFan]

I'm so tired my eyes are bleeding (just a figure of speech so nobody takes that literally!). I managed to sort out the new laptop and having used it all do and seem to have burned it in now (along with burning my eyes). I also managed to book my dental checkup and get my broken glasses fixed. Actually that was a breeze as I went to the opticians and instead of having to send them away or order a replacement, they just put my lenses in the display frame of my model and said they'd order some more. Glad I paid for the accident insurance! At the moment I'm doing a lot of work - too much probably - but at the same time I need to maintain my financial position having worked hard to get here. Also I learned more about laptop screens and what to look for next time I buy a laptop! All in all a productive day by my brain's fried. Gosh, bleeding eyes and a fried brain. Did I say I'm feeling tired 😊 Goodnight and much love to all.

 

[Lane]

Useless, achy. That's a nice painting @Lane
I got the bottom of the house fairly clean. I'm glad the busy thanksgiving weekend is over here. I did like the few hours of privacy today when my landlord is gone for work. It's very cold and rainy out. I'm lucky my landlord is nice, I moved his a/c off the freezer and he didn't freak out. I wanted my ice cream that bad.... it's a heavy thing.

Thank you @toomuchreality. Glad you got your ice cream and hopefully can relax after the thanksgiving day weekend.

 

[KM76710]

Painted a bear and here's my front display that makes me smile. View attachment 63168 View attachment 63167

I like that picture, getting ready for Halloween and the one day I can go out and not have folks think I an odd.

 

[Bergerac]

hope you're doing ok, @iloverachel

 

[AvidFan]

I am awake and blurry.