• IMPORTANT ANNOUNCEMENT: Please read THIS THREAD about a rebrand for SF.

How Are You Feeling Right Now?

From_Venus

Well-Known Member
Something happened on Tuesday that ended up in me spiralling and I ended up at the emergency room of a psychiatric hospital. Was diagnosed with Major Depressive Disorder, prescribed Prozac and I'm going to start seeing a psychologist for the first time in March. I really should have done this seven years ago and I'm glad that I took this step, hoping for a healthier 2024 and beyond ✌️
 

Lane

SF Pro
SF Supporter
Frustrated with myself. I really desire to be alone, however at the same time i am afraid (not really the best word because i'm not afraid... more like concerned... still not the right word) of what i could and will do when i am alone.
I used to crave being alone from my children when they were little, now I get so lonely when no one is home it's excruciating to me.
 

Lane

SF Pro
SF Supporter
Sore. I let my room get messy because I dont know what to do with papers that I dont know if I'll need. So I decided if that stack of papers has been in the closet for a year i'm throwing most of it out. I don't like tossing tax papers in the general garbage so i was careful not to dump that. Will find a place to burn them. It feels a bit better. Not done. I only have a room for my stuff an myself. I let my older son store stuff for me for a while but unfortunately he left photos uncovered and rats got in. I was kinda upset, some were my favorite old pics I had to toss because they were wet. I was no longer upset when I realized I hadn't provided a cover or a blanket for the tub. My fault. I'm getting anxious about court for traffic tickets. My insurance will go up, I wont be able to afford it. I bought this car to help me with my disabilities (back and shoulders), higher up seat and high flat surface to transfer groceries and stuff. Maybe I get lucky and a judge will understand that.
I hope the judge goes easy on you for the traffic tickets and you find a solution for for your insurance. It can all be so stressful. *console
 

Lane

SF Pro
SF Supporter
Something happened on Tuesday that ended up in me spiralling and I ended up at the emergency room of a psychiatric hospital. Was diagnosed with Major Depressive Disorder, prescribed Prozac and I'm going to start seeing a psychologist for the first time in March. I really should have done this seven years ago and I'm glad that I took this step, hoping for a healthier 2024 and beyond ✌️
@From_Venus I wish you the best for the upcoming year for your mental health and hope your therapy sessions are healing.
 

Lane

SF Pro
SF Supporter
Should be happy as I got a new job today pays great

but I have had Norovirus this past week and my body is messed with that but my anxiety has kicked it and my mind is running around thinking about how my face is bad and making me think of ways to get out of it

even considered hurting myself to the point I could not take it

so overall I feel horrid
We would be upset if you hurt yourself Maco because we care about you here. Hope you feel better from the Norovirus and congratulations on your new job. *console
 

1964dodge

Has a monkey as a friend
Safety & Support
SF Supporter
Should be happy as I got a new job today pays great

but I have had Norovirus this past week and my body is messed with that but my anxiety has kicked it and my mind is running around thinking about how my face is bad and making me think of ways to get out of it

even considered hurting myself to the point I could not take it

so overall I feel horrid
congrats on the good job. i'm sorry that your face upsets you so much. it probably isn't as bad as you percieve it. a lot of people worry about their looks. i hope you can start to focus on the good things in your life

mike....*hug*shake
 

Please Donate to Help Keep SF Running

Total amount
$45.00
Goal
$255.00
Top