How Are You Feeling Right Now?

[AvidFan]

After a night that wasn't that great, I'm dreading today.

Sorry to hear you are not OK

 

[AvidFan]

Concerned. Have not heard from my sister since yesterday, she was last online at 6am and hasn't read my last message. I've looked on WhatsApp and other family members are on and offline and nobody's messaged me about anything. It could be nothing, maybe she had too much to drink, she's tired, phone issues, anything, but I've had that much happen lately my mind is automatically trying to catastrophise the situation. It's odd, but I'll give it some time and try not to let my mind run away with the situation. This was exactly the scenario with brother-in-law - nobody heard anything until eventually alarm bells started ringing (he was separated from sister and lived alone as does now my sister).

 

[AvidFan]

Enraged. Apparently the surprise party went ahead. I was feeling sad all night due to the news about someone supposedly in the process of dying and then I was thrown into anxiety loops due to a complete communications blackout wondering what was going on. Wish people would communicate better 😒

 

[Angie]

Sorry to hear you are not OK

Thank you.

 

[jess♡]

I am feeling very, down and alone. It’s Father’s Day and of course, I dont speak to my dad as of past events, but it’s quite upsetting as, my partner he’s seeing his dad today and, I am happy for him but it makes me think, I wish I had my dad.

 

[1Lefty]

I am feeling very, down and alone. It’s Father’s Day and of course, I dont speak to my dad as of past events, but it’s quite upsetting as, my partner he’s seeing his dad today and, I am happy for him but it makes me think, I wish I had my dad.

peace

 

[jess♡]

peace

Thank you so much,

 

[puffymilk]

Full... and I have a headache

 

[AvidFan]

I am feeling very, down and alone. It’s Father’s Day and of course, I dont speak to my dad as of past events, but it’s quite upsetting as, my partner he’s seeing his dad today and, I am happy for him but it makes me think, I wish I had my dad.

 

[jess♡]

, I love your profile picture, cats are amazing!

 

[jess♡]

Full... and I have a headache

 

[PrincessPure]

Im literally sick of these 500 pages that I have to study over and over ugh

 

[SillyOldBear]

After a night that wasn't that great, I'm dreading today.

Hope today turns out better than you expect.

 

[mosaic hearts]

No stress here, we've all be through things and there's little point comparing, we're here to listen - for everyone! My problems are objectively almost nothing but I get wound up in them and go on and on sometimes venting, so don't worry! I hope things really don't sound so bad now you've read back. That's the interesting thing about writing here or journalling - things can seem the absolute worst, and when we read back, we realise we feel a bit better. Often that's because we've been heard or the simple act of writing it down can help. I often come here feeling terrible, and when I read back I'll wonder what I was worried about, same before/after therapy. I hope your new therapist helps.

Thank you for that. You're right. It was a relief to write my thoughts down. I think being heard also made a huge difference. The only people in my life that know about my mental health struggles are my therapist & a long-time friend. It's such a burden carrying certain thoughts alone. I think, too, that taking a long nap helped my mind & body recover some from the flashbacks & abreactions I suffered yesterday. Today, I'm going to work. I'll just pace myself & take things slow. I'm so exhausted from what's going on. Thank you, again.

Mosaic Hearts 💕

 

[Lane]

After a night that wasn't that great, I'm dreading today.

I hope your day is all right Angie.

 

[Lane]

Full... and I have a headache

 

[Lane]

You are going through a lot, but I want you to know you are doing an amazing job taking care of everyone, and also being there for your neice, she is blessed to have you. Hope you have time for just you. I had an embarrasing time lately too, a couple of times. I feel so bad not having my own home i let my younger use my car to sleep in. Tried getting him off to a shelter but he bursts into tears feeling scared and alone and he has no friends, so back in he is for now. Anyway, he's multiple times screamed and cussed at me where neighbors hear everything. By now I'm over the worry sort of, as to what they think. The've seen it all and heard it all. Hope your day goes well. hugs

Thanks for responding. Please don't feel bad about not having your own home, you have a good heart and that's what counts. I hope things improve for your son and you.

 

[jess♡]

Extremely alone, heads turning into a tunnel I can’t get out of. Hate when I get these episodes.

 

[Survivorist]

A lot better - I made this song, it reflects my feelings today.

 

[Windhover]

For once, possibly the first time in my life, elated that Australia won a cricket match 😂

lol