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How Are You Feeling Right Now?
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i am doing great today but some things pissed me off this weekend. 1. we had plans with family this weekend, special plans. i always put the money aside a month prior to this to make sure everything goes well. we didn't feel like going out friday but no big deal, we will go to the atm saturday morning. well our card didn't work and we had way more money than we wanted to take out. we were lucky someone loaned us the money and 2. we have a large teddy bear we keep in our 64 dodge, we had her in the car for around 6 years. a lot of people look for that bear. well last night there was mischief in our neighborhood and somebody stole our bear. yea i'm pissed this weekend lol
mike
mike
summer days are long in London. like took steroids too early for London so I wont miss a day when I arrive and we all knocked out at 4pm. I woke up bit at 8pm and find it funny that its still daylight..... And 5.34am is also daylight..... Isnt that still wee hours in the morning? anyway jetlag and sleep disturbances, I'm so glad I brought my klonopin and we had some sleep. First day is always mall hopping na drest. Also I'm really happy I'm no longer emotional about special occassions lmao and keeping track of my parents outbursts.
and summer is not Singapore hot.... still quite chilly...🤣
and summer is not Singapore hot.... still quite chilly...🤣
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Very bad day. Just lying staring feels like I can't get up. Only motivation is for sh. Wounds bad. Feel like my mind has checked out. Desperately tired but sleep not coming just moments of suddenly going unconscious through sheer exhaustion then jolted back to reality and wakefulness, been this way for weeks. I don't feel good.
Frustrated
I've been doing some video editing on my laptop, saving it to an external hard drive, then backing that up to a micro memory card in a second computer, my newly repaired (?) notebook. I've just found that almost all of the files on the memory card are corrupt. I think the notebook may not have the bandwidth to transfer the large video files from the hard drive. The memory card (512 gig), is too large to use in my laptop. I can use the laptop to do the backup, but will have to buy smaller (256 gig) memory cards, and then have 2 basically useless 512 gig ones. Or buy another external hard drive.
And the notebook has an annoying problem of the cursor occasionally freezing in place, and none of the mouse buttons or keyboard keys work, until I let the battery completely run down, then recharge the battery and restart it that way.
peace
I've been doing some video editing on my laptop, saving it to an external hard drive, then backing that up to a micro memory card in a second computer, my newly repaired (?) notebook. I've just found that almost all of the files on the memory card are corrupt. I think the notebook may not have the bandwidth to transfer the large video files from the hard drive. The memory card (512 gig), is too large to use in my laptop. I can use the laptop to do the backup, but will have to buy smaller (256 gig) memory cards, and then have 2 basically useless 512 gig ones. Or buy another external hard drive.
And the notebook has an annoying problem of the cursor occasionally freezing in place, and none of the mouse buttons or keyboard keys work, until I let the battery completely run down, then recharge the battery and restart it that way.
peace
you're welcome @Neko~boy . changing your diet seems like a good idea to at least try. getting better from illness or pain can sometimes be a long progress. transition adds a fairly unique additive to the mixture. i'm not sure if it's a factor or not but it may help to look up what you can online. you are brave and strong and i have no doubt you'll get through this
mike....
mike....
Thank you for saying that. i really needed to hear that right about now. i appreciate you
Frustrated
I've been doing some video editing on my laptop, saving it to an external hard drive, then backing that up to a micro memory card in a second computer, my newly repaired (?) notebook. I've just found that almost all of the files on the memory card are corrupt. I think the notebook may not have the bandwidth to transfer the large video files from the hard drive. The memory card (512 gig), is too large to use in my laptop. I can use the laptop to do the backup, but will have to buy smaller (256 gig) memory cards, and then have 2 basically useless 512 gig ones. Or buy another external hard drive.
And the notebook has an annoying problem of the cursor occasionally freezing in place, and none of the mouse buttons or keyboard keys work, until I let the battery completely run down, then recharge the battery and restart it that way.
peace
I've been doing some video editing on my laptop, saving it to an external hard drive, then backing that up to a micro memory card in a second computer, my newly repaired (?) notebook. I've just found that almost all of the files on the memory card are corrupt. I think the notebook may not have the bandwidth to transfer the large video files from the hard drive. The memory card (512 gig), is too large to use in my laptop. I can use the laptop to do the backup, but will have to buy smaller (256 gig) memory cards, and then have 2 basically useless 512 gig ones. Or buy another external hard drive.
And the notebook has an annoying problem of the cursor occasionally freezing in place, and none of the mouse buttons or keyboard keys work, until I let the battery completely run down, then recharge the battery and restart it that way.
peace
Calmer than I have been in a while. I woke up with the tight stomach issue, but was able to relax it with meditation. I was then OK on the bus to the office, but as I got near the office my abdomen really tightened up again, and got worse as I went to open my emails. Once I dealt with any emails that needed dealing with, it went off again, the distraction does seem to help, so I'm trying to get anything stressful out of the way (such as paying my half yearly taxes, ouch) so at least my to do list is clearer. Had a bit of extra work come in which is good - at the same time if I get too busy I'll likely start to feel the pressure as anxiety. Still, I can hopefully cope with my workload if I know it's covering my bills. The stomach issues do seem to be anxiety, am trying my best to breathe, do my meditation, and not get stressed about small stuff like people on the bus/late buses etc.
I cancelled a few subscriptions I wasn't using, I need to go through more and see how much more money I can save until I can get back on top of things.
I cancelled a few subscriptions I wasn't using, I need to go through more and see how much more money I can save until I can get back on top of things.
Still struggling with intrusive thoughts. They are getting nastier. My brain keeps telling me to kms and everyone else will be better off without me. It says I am stupid, coward, loser, failure, hopeless, and lazy. It says that everyone who knows me will eventually hate me and not want anything to do with me. I’m disputing these thoughts, but damn it takes energy.