How Are You Feeling Right Now?

[KM76710]

I am disturbed that I am a weird person, and my emotional reactions are grumpy and unpredictable. I cannot, apparently, handle someone taking a piece of food off my plate and treating it as a joke. It triggered something very badly, though I don't know what. My meal is inedible and I threw it in the bin.

Nothing weird with how you are reacting, your reaction is what most would have and likely how the person doing that would have reacted. It is always a joke to that type when being done to another but never a joke when it happens to them.

 

[KM76710]

I am so stressed out. My dads dog had to be put down after he was attacked by another dog. Then a few hours ago we were in a car accident. We knocked over a pole and ended up on the kerb. I don't think he should be driving anymore, but don't know how to tell him. I just got home. I've put some music on so I will relax with that. Bad day.

That would certainly cause stress. It is always sad to lose your pet family and then a wreck on top of that. I hope you will have better days coming up.

 

[Pebble mouse]

That would certainly cause stress. It is always sad to lose your pet family and then a wreck on top of that. I hope you will have better days coming up.

Thanks for the support @KM76710. I just sorted his insurance claim today. He is lost without a car. We looked at rentals but they are so expensive. I plan to organise a support worker once a week to take me to my dad's place so I can spend time with him until he gets his car back. Thanks!

 

[Windhover]

Thank you for the support. About the food plate thing I mean. It means a lot to be able to say it here and get replies indicating I'm not as much of a jerk as I thought.

I'm trying to believe in how my mind works, keep centered and not get thrown off track right now.
I'm getting more settled in the new (not new) place. Things aren't bad like they were before. Still a lot to deal with, which is why I have been posting less than usual.

 

[Bergerac]

Manners, and intelligence to a job, are poles apart.

 

[AmberMarie]

i'm doing ok i guess

mike

i hope it can get back to more than "i guess" for you.

 

[AmberMarie]

Stuck, angry, sad, and confused.... and extremely self hating!

 

[nicktheundoer]

You know you can always find care and somefrom us here.

Thank you so much..................

 

[nicktheundoer]

hugs that you deserve

mike....

Thank you very much Mike......you are a light to the people here....Thanks....

 

[nicktheundoer]

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Stuck, angry, sad, and confused.... and extremely self hating!

A soothing hug to you

 

[nicktheundoer]

Just feeling kind of down tonight.

Wishing you a brighter tomorrow...🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂

 

[nicktheundoer]

I'm tired. Had a situation where I felt I went right back to square one earlier. Worried about it. Kind of sad about it. I'm OK. I'm safe now. I wish these things worked faster

🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂

 

[nicktheundoer]

I am disturbed that I am a weird person, and my emotional reactions are grumpy and unpredictable. I cannot, apparently, handle someone taking a piece of food off my plate and treating it as a joke. It triggered something very badly, though I don't know what. My meal is inedible and I threw it in the bin.

We always love you....we love you...hugs....🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂

 

[nicktheundoer]

Like a mess. Spent the afternoon sobbing uncontrollably. I’m calmer now but the urge still comes in waves. I haven’t eaten nor showered today because I haven’t the appetite nor willpower.

I hate to complain so frequently because there’s nothing that anyone here can do, but it’s all I can do to distract myself from feeling so alone. I feel like a helpless baby crying into the ether. Nobody out there knows what the fuck I want, and the feeling is mutual.

All that to say, I at least have an appointment on Friday with my doctor. I don’t know how I’m going to hold it together until then, but the wait could be far worse.

Is it okay if I say that you're worth it..you are loved deeply and cared for...hugsss...🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂

 

[nicktheundoer]

Extremely overwhelmed, avoidant, mentally exhausted, scared, physically painful, lost, and unsure of anything anymore.

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[nicktheundoer]

I am so stressed out. My dads dog had to be put down after he was attacked by another dog. Then a few hours ago we were in a car accident. We knocked over a pole and ended up on the kerb. I don't think he should be driving anymore, but don't know how to tell him. I just got home. I've put some music on so I will relax with that. Bad day.

Sorryyy......I hope your dog leaves this world peacefully...may he be happy and leave this world in peace. Sorry... glad you're safe....hugs and prayers to you...

 

[nicktheundoer]

I feel lonely and anxious
I wish I had someone to hold and love me

As a brother,I do love you and sending warm hugs your way...🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂

 

[AmberMarie]

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A soothing hug to you

You are Always so full of love and care for everyone. Thank You for the hugs and plz consider them returned in full!

 

[nicktheundoer]

You are Always so full of love and care for everyone. Thank You for the hugs and plz consider them returned in full!

 

[Lane]

Sad

hope you feel better.