How Are You Feeling Right Now?

[Windhover]

kind of lonely

 

[puffymilk]

We're here for you

Thank you so much. I'm so glad to hear this.

 

[1964dodge]

Not good. I suck so bad as a person. I feel so useless. I can’t do anything.

you are not useless. you care about other people which is good

mike.....

 

[1964dodge]

Feeling better now

that makes me happy

mike....

 

[1964dodge]

I'm concerned, it's becoming apparent that I will not be able to carry Samsun from the house to the backyard grass for much longer because it's becoming a challenge for me.
At the same time I'm physically feeling better than I was earlier in the week, out of bed and doing things.....

that can be a challenge. have you consdered a wagon for him? you also may have to consider letting him go. i am so sorry for you janis. i hope your health can improve

mike....

 

[1964dodge]

Like I want to be dead and not feel anything anymore.

please keep trying. as long as you are alive there is hope

mike....

 

[1964dodge]

kind of lonely

my inbox is always there if you want to talk

mike....

 

[1964dodge]

A bit tired and sad

 

[1964dodge]

I am also very, very tired of feeling, knowing I'm a failure at everything I've tried to do.

you are not a failure. every time we try to do something and it screws up we learn from it for next time and find out if we can do something or not

mike.....

 

[1964dodge]

I feel like I want to cry, or even need to cry. There's a lot going on, some depression, but also concern, anxiety, frustration, loneliness
I can't cry, I blame medication. The dynamics of life, the highs and lows, are being chemically suppressed
I compare it to watching a movie in full color, but when it is processed though my brain/emotions, it's all gray and blurred
I'm not great at life without medication though, and it seems like my life is not that great with it, either
I sometimes think about going completely off my meds and either rising then or falling, or both


peace

your meds could be causing you issues. please don't adjust your meds without doctor approval. what i do is research my meds including side effects and drug interactions. if you can figure out which meds is causing the problems research what drugs can take it's place. then talk with your doctor about switching

mike......

 

[1964dodge]

Feeling really depressed and low. Trying to lift myself.

i hope today is better for you

mike....

 

[1964dodge]

My life sucks!

i'm sorry but i have to disagree. from what i know about you you had a good life, until you got old lol. i admit our golden years are a bit tarnished. you have your good memories plus the awesome stuff you do now. yes, old age sucks but it's part of the life process. some day relatively soon in the scheme of things, it will be nice knowing you completed your journey. you are strong enough to make it

mike.....

 

[1964dodge]

obviously stressed and concerned but otherwise doing pretty damned good

mike

 

[Bergerac]

i hope today is better for you

mike....

trying, Mike. thank you. How are you?

 

[SillyOldBear]

old and tired

 

[Lane]

I feel like I want to cry, or even need to cry. There's a lot going on, some depression, but also concern, anxiety, frustration, loneliness
I can't cry, I blame medication. The dynamics of life, the highs and lows, are being chemically suppressed
I compare it to watching a movie in full color, but when it is processed though my brain/emotions, it's all gray and blurred
I'm not great at life without medication though, and it seems like my life is not that great with it, either
I sometimes think about going completely off my meds and either rising then or falling, or both


peace

I've thought about the same Lefty, going off meds so that I could feel more and also be more creative. For me, I'm afraid to though. Afraid that I would sink into a depression and my moods would be all over the place. We are here for you no matter what you decide to do.

 

[Lane]

old and tired

I hope you can do some self care because I think you're worth it.

 

[Lane]

A bit down

 

[puffymilk]

A bit anxious now

 

[Livelife]

that can be a challenge. have you consdered a wagon for him? you also may have to consider letting him go. i am so sorry for you janis. i hope your health can improve

mike....

thank you MikeI appreciate the good thoughts. And that is a wonderful idea about the wagon until it is his time