How Are You Feeling Right Now?

[Windhover]

@mosaic hearts I am wishing I could help you remove the shame you feel. Here you can talk about it, maybe start to untangle what it’s holding. If you want, I mean.

hugs

 

[Windhover]

I woke up early feeling as usual like a horrid worthless person.

 

[puffymilk]

A bit better. Hopefully this will last for a very long time

 

[Livelife]

totally ready to leave this life

 

[Lane]

Mad, but I feel like I have to swallow those feelings.

 

[KM76710]

thank you. i hope to find community here too, because it is completely lacking offline. the loneliness is almost too unbearable at this point.

This is a good forum to find community, and support from caring members. I hope you keep posting and exploring the site and getting to know folks where you are welcomed and valued.

 

[Windhover]

How I’m feeling is to keep fughting, painting, and being weird as I am without worrying about it as much

 

[Temis31]

It's been 2 days now that i truly hate myself more than usual and can't reason myself..

 

[cymbele]

I might’ve blown the interview today. It really didn’t feel like a fit for my background but it was a decent job. It would have been ok and close to my doctors with lots of time off. Oh well. Maybe I just stay with the senior center. somehow disappointed in myself.

 

[mosaic hearts]

@mosaic hearts I am wishing I could help you remove the shame you feel. Here you can talk about it, maybe start to untangle what it’s holding. If you want, I mean.

hugs

Thank you!

 

[mosaic hearts]

I don't believe any of those negative things you say about yourself mosaic hearts. I hope the suicidal ideations disappear eventually too. Thank you for sharing what's going on.

Thank you!

 

[mosaic hearts]

I'm sorry things are so intense and sound relentless for you at this time. Maybe that's something you and the therapist can chat about today during your time, taking a break from that particular direct focus and shifting gears with her for the moment. It doesn't have anything to do with cowardice or weakness. It's hard uncomfortable work what you are doing. So I'd call that braveness and courage

Thank you, @Livelife. I appreciate your thoughts! I'll take them to heart!

 

[Angie]

Woke up with low BP and a high heart rate. That combo makes me feel awful.

 

[From_Venus]

I have chronic eye allergies and they’ve been pretty bad this past week. I’m not sure what triggered it. People are noticing how red my eyes are and I feel embarrassed

 

[Windhover]

@Angie I hope that bp settles into a healthy range❤️ and your heart and cardiovascular system can settle too. Have you had enough water today, just because a little dehydration can do bizarre things to me, is why I ask.

Soft, safe hug.

 

[Livelife]

I might’ve blown the interview today. It really didn’t feel like a fit for my background but it was a decent job. It would have been ok and close to my doctors with lots of time off. Oh well. Maybe I just stay with the senior center. somehow disappointed in myself.

Hugs 💐

 

[Angie]

@Angie I hope that bp settles into a healthy range❤️ and your heart and cardiovascular system can settle too. Have you had enough water today, just because a little dehydration can do bizarre things to me, is why I ask.

Soft, safe hug.

A few hours later and I feel better. No idea what happens to me while I am sleeping to cause that.

 

[Brit]

Disappointed and frustrated by my ever-challenging neighbours. I feel so much anxiety about them. It's like an uphill battle.

 

[AvidFan]

Bit on edge, got monthly line manager meeting on video today, usually 1.5 hours of being misunderstood and frustration, then more meetings to follow. At least every other day is quiet and leaves me time to work from the sofa in my dressing gown 😂

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

I'm not really doing well at all...I feel I can't talk openly about all of the reasons, not even here. So I'm just kind of struggling and trying to cope with it all on my own, whether I can or not.