How Are You Feeling Right Now?

[Lane]

Thinking about the past can make anyone emotional, whether that past was good or bad. If it was good, it can make you emotional because those times are over. If it was bad, it can make you emotional because... well because it was bad. I don't know why your ex-husband behaved the way he did. It's possible you'll go your whole life and never really understand why he was like that. An important thing to think about is that the things he did might not have had anything to do with you. It's possible it had more to do with him and something he was going through. Or maybe not. I don't know. I'm not exactly sure what I'm trying to say. But I hope, as painful as the past was, that something good is waiting for you in the future.

Thank you for wishing me well in the future @JDot. I hope the same for you too. My ex-husband always talked about wanting to move on from things when we were married. I think that's just his mind set and I'm one of the things he wanted to move on from. It's a shame because he never coparented with me and the children saw that. But you're right, it had more to do with him, and I hope that they realize that one day. I used to hate him, but I'm glad that I've moved away from that. Well, thank you again for allowing me to discuss this.

 

[Lane]

Too alone

I hope that feeling of aloneness eased for you.

 

[LumberJack]

Feeling bad and not interested in anything. Even food tastes less interesting to me. It’s like being under a heavy weight that is encumbering me from all directions. It’s hard to breathe, except when I sigh. I just want to sleep, but I want to keep a regular schedule so that I can get up tomorrow.

 

[Aurelia]

Feeling bad and not interested in anything. Even food tastes less interesting to me. It’s like being under a heavy weight that is encumbering me from all directions. It’s hard to breathe, except when I sigh. I just want to sleep, but I want to keep a regular schedule so that I can get up tomorrow.

What's got you feeling so down, if I may ask?

 

[AvidFan]

Feeling bad and not interested in anything. Even food tastes less interesting to me. It’s like being under a heavy weight that is encumbering me from all directions. It’s hard to breathe, except when I sigh. I just want to sleep, but I want to keep a regular schedule so that I can get up tomorrow.

Wish I had some helpful advice for you! I hope you get some respite from this heavy feeling soon

 

[LumberJack]

What's got you feeling so down, if I may ask?

Nothing in particular, I am lonely but that’s nothing new. I just started to feel terrible suddenly last night but nothing happened.

 

[AmberMarie]

Feeling bad and not interested in anything. Even food tastes less interesting to me. It’s like being under a heavy weight that is encumbering me from all directions. It’s hard to breathe, except when I sigh. I just want to sleep, but I want to keep a regular schedule so that I can get up tomorrow.

i am sorry you are feeling like this. You describe it well and helps to understand what you are going through.
Tiny idea...
Maybe if you think of it as a weighted blanket engulfing you with comfort instead. Or something else that you might enjoy the weight of like a pet. Maybe changing the way you see/view the weight might help... if even a little bit.

 

[Aurelia]

Nothing in particular, I am lonely but that’s nothing new. I just started to feel terrible suddenly last night but nothing happened.

That happens to me sometimes too. Random thoughts creep in, I think, and next thing I know I'm not feeling well. But it's temporary, so there's that.

 

[Inanimate]

Tired and miserable. Slept poorly due to having to urinate often because my blood-sugar was extremely high. Furthermore, my sleep was disrupted by a sensation of wind gusts in my room that intensified whenever I’d nod off. It gave me goosebumps, and it was unbearable.

 

[HappyKitty]

So sad, I haven't slept in days.

drink lemomgrass tea to unwind😻

 

[HappyKitty]

why is it worrying I went to work after car accident even if I have minor injuries?

 

[LumberJack]

why is it worrying I went to work after car accident even if I have minor injuries?

Well I guess it depends on your job, but the fact that you blacked out calls for immediate medical attention in my opinion, to at least rule out the possibility of a brain injury or other soft tissue injury. It shows a lot of dedication to your work, but I think that should not be expected.

 

[HappyKitty]

Well I guess it depends on your job, but the fact that you blacked out calls for immediate medical attention in my opinion, to at least rule out the possibility of a brain injury or other soft tissue injury. It shows a lot of dedication to your work, but I think that should not be expected.

only docs worry i dont have head symptoms but react differently o.O

 

[HappyKitty]

miu so adorableeeee. i was napping and he climb on me. i like it when kitties do that. 😻

 

[AvidFan]

In survival mode. Up at 8.30am and first meeting at 12pm and last at 6pm with back to back ones plus calls all day. Just going to try to get through one at a time.

 

[Livelife]

Nothing in particular, I am lonely but that’s nothing new. I just started to feel terrible suddenly last night but nothing happened.

I hope it lifts soon for you I know the feeling of it and I’m sorry you are experiencing it right now

 

[Windhover]

Alright, sort of. I'm very sad about my friend. at the same time as being grateful for being back here on home ground. I woke up middle of the night at some point and started thinking about his death, how his body was laying there for days, then realized I was drifting into a nightmare and shut down those thoughts.

 

[Windhover]

why is it worrying I went to work after car accident even if I have minor injuries?

After being in a car crash, I came to and asked the emergency room nurse to sign me out so I could recuperate at home. He said no, that I had injuries which needed attention in hospital. Then I passed out again. Being hurt badly can put you in shock and this, from what I've been told, can cause odd behaviour more or less.

 

[puffymilk]

Mixed feelings again. I don't know why. It's like I cannot be left alone with my own thoughts. I need distractions. I used to be so good at it....

 

[AmberMarie]

Angry, hurting and alone