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How Are You Feeling Right Now?
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So very done!
i can talk till i am blue in my face and it wont matter one single bit! So... Why bother!?!
i can't get through the thick skin of some to understand what they have seen vs what has happened are very different. When one gives up trying to talk to another because it's no longer worth the struggle to do so... n the other insists they knew everything and wont listen to anything... because what they perceived is fact.
When someone only knows 10% of what's going on... And that one attends 50% of that 10%... it is impossible to have attended 90% of everything. Pure logic here!!! and yet... not listening to anything. Because when it comes down to it... i am ALWAYS wrong!
i give up!
i can talk till i am blue in my face and it wont matter one single bit! So... Why bother!?!
i can't get through the thick skin of some to understand what they have seen vs what has happened are very different. When one gives up trying to talk to another because it's no longer worth the struggle to do so... n the other insists they knew everything and wont listen to anything... because what they perceived is fact.
When someone only knows 10% of what's going on... And that one attends 50% of that 10%... it is impossible to have attended 90% of everything. Pure logic here!!! and yet... not listening to anything. Because when it comes down to it... i am ALWAYS wrong!
i give up!
That obnoxious thinker is goin around like a pinball between my ears. I’m meditating every day, and it’s helping, but just getting me from seriously disabled to running at 50% of my usual capacity. I’m still distressed by the experience of being exhausted by this and wanting to stop, but I’m compelled to do it. If I relax, there are tears. Agony. Screaming in pain.
Yikes. I just looked up what sublocade is. I am familiar with that withdrawal feeling. Do you have the flexibility to take some time off to rest? It’s kind of like recovering from a nasty flu, except the pain is bone deep.
I don’t know enough about your past usage and It’s not important, but could be triggering. And I think addiction medicine has made some leaps in the past 12 years. I just went cold turkey, but that took many relapses before I got away from it without fiending. Just thought I’d share in the hope that it helps to know it gets easier. But it’s gonna suck at first. May you get through this discomfort soon.
I don’t know enough about your past usage and It’s not important, but could be triggering. And I think addiction medicine has made some leaps in the past 12 years. I just went cold turkey, but that took many relapses before I got away from it without fiending. Just thought I’d share in the hope that it helps to know it gets easier. But it’s gonna suck at first. May you get through this discomfort soon.
