How Are You Feeling Right Now?

[AvidFan]

I’m not able to concentrate at work. I’m trying to build something, but instead of thinking logically, I’m fantasizing about how relieved I would be if I could get it over with

I'm currently so hyper focused on how relieved I am going to feel when I finally finish work on December 20th, I can barely concentrate on anything 😟 Hope you get your task built!

 

[AvidFan]

Harassed and fed up. Last week it was me commuting and turning up when other people didn't, today it was being messaged to ask where I am for a meeting when the meeting isn't scheduled until Thursday - and then being ignored when I request confirmation of that slot from the other person (WhatsApp double blue tick, online, but can't be arsed to offer the courtesy of a reply).

Life is just a blur at the moment, surviving each day, my head hurts with all the pressure. If I wasn't self employed I'd phone in sick by now, but I can't afford to do that AND take 2 weeks off at Christmas, so I'm just having to suck it up for now, but I'm running on empty right now.

 

[AmberMarie]

Body is really hurting and exhausted... however i am still on a roll with getting loads done. excessive energy is so very strange to be mixed with this exhaustion. i can't seem to sit still or shut off the mind... curb the randomness, so i am still utilizing it to get stuff done.

 

[KM76710]

I fucking hate this. Just a worthless moron, getting older.

I have never noticed you to be worthless or a moron. The world we live in is pretty crappy so much of the time. Hopefully you can take it a it comes and bounce back.

 

[AmberMarie]

i am feeling very confuzzeled right now. i thought i understood what i have been feeling. Yet, i know how tired i am... and yet again... i also have this huge desire to keep going. i have soooo much i want to get done and do. i have loads on my mind and it is running in unlimited randomness that is making the confuzzelment even more confused.

 

[Inanimate]

I feel like a stranger to myself. Not only am I unaccustomed to fighting my depression, but I’m also unaccustomed to fighting for myself. I hadn’t ever thought of my life as something worth fighting for. I had always lived my life mechanically and made achievements for the sake for the sake of getting on with it. I had always tolerated every misfortune and every plight to no end and offered little resistance because what else can I do? I have no say, and why should I? At least those had been my feelings up until now. Now, I’m fighting both my lusterless, machine-like self and the zealous, autonomous human being I yearn to be, and it feels like fighting a losing battle.

 

[From_Venus]

I’m feeling stressed and anxious thinking about university applications, my job prospects and pathway to immigrating out of Singapore. I’m going to take a break from thinking about that stuff for a few days. I just feel so lost.

 

[puffymilk]

Kinda upset I know I will eventually overcome this but the process is so hard and tiring sometimes

 

[puffymilk]

I’m feeling stressed and anxious thinking about university applications, my job prospects and pathway to immigrating out of Singapore. I’m going to take a break from thinking about that stuff for a few days. I just feel so lost.

I wish you good luck! @From_Venus and enjoy your break

 

[Gonz]

]Anxiety can masquerade as heart trouble. That’s how I ended up getting diagnosed with panic disorder in the emergency room. This is no reason to ignore physical symptoms if they are happening regularly.

I’ll just say as someone prone to panic attacks, who’s also had a heart attack, it can be remarkably hard to tell the difference.

When I had my heart attack, I sat and waited for it to pass thinking it was just another panic attack. I only went to the hospital when it kept getting worse rather than easing after a while.

 

[AvidFan]

I feel utterly exhausted. This year has taken its toll. Keep telling myself I've got this far, I can get through today, then another 2 days, then another 4 days, then I can rest.

 

[From_Venus]

I wish you good luck! @From_Venus and enjoy your break

thank you

 

[Angie]

In physical pain. I suspect diverticulitis. But will wait a while before heading to the hospital.

 

[AvidFan]

In physical pain. I suspect diverticulitis. But will wait a while before heading to the hospital.

😟 Sorry to hear that.

 

[Lane]

In physical pain. I suspect diverticulitis. But will wait a while before heading to the hospital.

I hope you feel better Angie.

 

[Lane]

I feel utterly exhausted. This year has taken its toll. Keep telling myself I've got this far, I can get through today, then another 2 days, then another 4 days, then I can rest.

Let's hope 2025 is a good one Avid.

 

[Lane]

I’m feeling stressed and anxious thinking about university applications, my job prospects and pathway to immigrating out of Singapore. I’m going to take a break from thinking about that stuff for a few days. I just feel so lost.

I hope your stress level comes down @From_Venus and everything comes together for you.

 

[Lane]

I feel like a stranger to myself. Not only am I unaccustomed to fighting my depression, but I’m also unaccustomed to fighting for myself. I hadn’t ever thought of my life as something worth fighting for. I had always lived my life mechanically and made achievements for the sake for the sake of getting on with it. I had always tolerated every misfortune and every plight to no end and offered little resistance because what else can I do? I have no say, and why should I? At least those had been my feelings up until now. Now, I’m fighting both my lusterless, machine-like self and the zealous, autonomous human being I yearn to be, and it feels like fighting a losing battle.

Your life is worth it and so are you Inanimate. Thank you for your post, I wish I could express myself as well as you can.

 

[Survivorist]

Afraid of flying in three weeks....

 

[Windhover]

In physical pain. I suspect diverticulitis. But will wait a while before heading to the hospital.

Angie sending thoughts for the pain to stop. Sorry this is happening.
Keep us posted when you can.