How Are You Feeling Right Now?

[SillyOldBear]

Totally messed up again. Sorry I might be not around much. Things have taken a bad turn.

 

[LumberJack]

How are you now?

still really impacted by fatigue. Sleeping 14 hrs of every 24, with occasional 20min naps in between.
However, my verbal acuity is getting back to speed.

It feels like it might be a virus. I just tested negative* for COVID on my home test, so I'm going to shoot a note to my PCP asking if a phone consult would be the next step or going to urgent care for the combined flu/covid/RSV test that I can get there.

*I'm very clear on the rate of false negative outcomes on a home test. the instructions say to test again on the third day, but I'm getting advice from my own provider before then.

 

[I_waste_everything]

OK, I've now learned the diagnosis from the various tests. I'm in stage 4 liver cancer with some malignant tumors in my neck.
If I refuse any treatment I have 6 months to live with steadily deteriorating disagreeable symptoms.
If I accept a chemo treatment paired with immunotherapy, I'm given about a year to live, maybe more. But with a better quality of life.
I'm taking Plan B. So sometime next year I'll be reviewing my options. Nothing is off the table.......

Anchorchain, I'm sorry. Wishing you strengþ and comfort. I'm sorry for not knowing what, more specifically, to bid

 

[JanisSPK]

still really impacted by fatigue. Sleeping 14 hrs of every 24, with occasional 20min naps in between.
However, my verbal acuity is getting back to speed.

It feels like it might be a virus. I just tested negative* for COVID on my home test, so I'm going to shoot a note to my PCP asking if a phone consult would be the next step or going to urgent care for the combined flu/covid/RSV test that I can get there.

*I'm very clear on the rate of false negative outcomes on a home test. the instructions say to test again on the third day, but I'm getting advice from my own provider before then.

Sounds like a good idea to rule the other out too! Sorry you aren’t feeling top notch from being over this. Get well soon✨🌙💫

 

[Windhover]

Thanks sillyoldbear.

(h) back, if you like hugs.

 

[1964dodge]

i've had better days lol

mike

 

[I_waste_everything]

Riding a chemical high having had a game of Scrabble w/ Mom, Dad, & sibling

Anoþer part of me, þoh, still hurts

 

[1964dodge]

Mike, I am so glad to hear the shingles are almost all healed. But sincerely wish the pain would vanish and that no more would befall you.

thank you barb

mike....

 

[nicktheundoer]

Idk...I just gotta stay strong and push through my death..once I die..I can die in peace..

 

[Mid Night]

Totally messed up again. Sorry I might be not around much. Things have taken a bad turn.

 

[nicktheundoer]

Totally messed up again. Sorry I might be not around much. Things have taken a bad turn.

Hey..please STAYYY....

 

[nicktheundoer]

I feel horrible. I just want to die. Like soon!!!

😥😥🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂

 

[nicktheundoer]

Angry at the hurt shitty people cause good people.

What comes around,goes around..

 

[Harmony]

What comes around,goes around..

Not nearly enough

 

[Harmony]

I am so unbelievably tired and worn out.

 

[cinnnamonflakez]

I feel sick. I haven't eaten properly in months. My arms look like toothpicks and I can barely recognize my face anymore. I don't know what to do.

 

[JanisSPK]

I am so unbelievably tired and worn out.

 

[may71]

Sending hugs to anyone who would like hugs

 

[Windhover]

I feel sick. I haven't eaten properly in months. My arms look like toothpicks and I can barely recognize my face anymore. I don't know what to do.

I'm sorry this is happening. I hope it's okay to say this. Is this a matter of not having the money then I hope you can find a food bank or get ahold of other free food. If it's emotional then I empathize because when I am anxious or depressed, or pretty much any overwhelming emotion I lose my appetite. Like right now I have to force mself to eat a couple of normal meals each day. Try to care for yourself a little bit every day.

 

[I_waste_everything]

angry. guilty. scared. humbled. in-the-wrong.