How Are You Feeling Right Now?

[iloverachel]

I don't want to be alive
I am not living life at all
Life is not enjoyable at all. Life feels more like some sort of sick punishment, and every day is honestly a tough battle trying to get through.
I am ready to throw in the towel, give up and just lay down and die

 

[Lady Wolfshead]

I will send good thoughts your brothers way and to you as well. What really shines through in this post is how much you love him and whichever the decision, he's lucky to have a caring sibling.

Thank you. I love him very much. I just wish there were more I could do

 

[Lady Wolfshead]

I got my cat to eat and drink. And played with her. So i feel better. I'm doing all that I can.. she has a vet apt scheduled. Its been a really rotten day. My upstairs neighbor is blasting music all day and I'm in pain. My cat is losing too much weight. And I keep getting job rejections and desperately job searching. It's very overwhelming.

I hope your kitty is okay and that you find a good job

 

[Lady Wolfshead]

Tired. Just so tired of my medical trauma. Tired

Do you have a diagnosis? I found the hardest part was waiting to find out what was wrong.

 

[Lady Wolfshead]

I am really feeling my loneliness tonight.

Apart from my dad and sister, I have no one.

You have us

 

[may71]

Just so tired of my medical trauma.

Welcome to SF Magicflatyeti. Sorry that you've had medical trauma. You're welcome to say more about it if you'd like to.

 

[Lady Wolfshead]

I feel overwhelmed by life in general. Nothing specific but just this feeling of "I can't do this anymore".

 

[Lady Wolfshead]

Nervous because I had to leave work. Went home and vomited 2x and couldn't take the pain so I went to the ER and they think it's kidney stones. Waiting for the test results.

Oh wow. I've heard kidney stones are very painful. Good luck - hope they can be treated.

 

[Lady Wolfshead]

I don't want to be alive
I am not living life at all
Life is not enjoyable at all. Life feels more like some sort of sick punishment, and every day is honestly a tough battle trying to get through.
I am ready to throw in the towel, give up and just lay down and die

So the testosterone isn't helping? Sorry to hear it. Maybe it will still kick in.

 

[iloverachel]

So the testosterone isn't helping? Sorry to hear it. Maybe it will still kick in.

Unfortunately it is not working one bit.
Zero improvement in my sleep problems, fatigue, depression, anxiety, lack of motivation, brain fog.
I have also been improving my diet, and training daily for a longer period, taking magnesium, going for walks out in nature etc.

I will give the testosterone injections more time, but i am not too hopeful. The previous testosterone gel I used for 4 months also had zero effect. If these injections don't work, that's over $1000 wasted. Money isn't really the problem, but rather losing hope and all the time and effort invested. It was a pain getting approved for the treatment, i think i have taken at least 6 separate blood tests. been to at least 3 GPs who declined it, then contacted two different TRT clinics and the wait time for consultation was so long. To go through all that and have it not work is devastating for me

 

[sourire]

Very stress and overwhelmed. But trying to hide it as best as I can

I hope you will overcome it and feel better soon.

 

[KM76710]

I got my cat to eat and drink. And played with her. So i feel better. I'm doing all that I can.. she has a vet apt scheduled. Its been a really rotten day. My upstairs neighbor is blasting music all day and I'm in pain. My cat is losing too much weight. And I keep getting job rejections and desperately job searching. It's very overwhelming.

I hope nothing is seriously wrong with your cat, and that things improves on the job search.

 

[KM76710]

Tired. Just so tired of my medical trauma. Tired

Sad to hear how you are doing and of the medical issues. I am glad that you are with us. This is a caring and supportive forum with great members.

 

[Windhover]

I am really feeling my loneliness tonight.

Apart from my dad and sister, I have no one.

Friendly wave from here @Pebble mouse

hug

 

[Windhover]

Nervous because I had to leave work. Went home and vomited 2x and couldn't take the pain so I went to the ER and they think it's kidney stones. Waiting for the test results.

Keep us posted.

 

[Windhover]

I feel overwhelmed by life in general. Nothing specific but just this feeling of "I can't do this anymore".

Sending a thought for renewed energy Angie. You're valued and loved here.

 

[1964dodge]

I feel okay, I’m still job hunting!

i hope you find a job you like soon

mike....

 

[1964dodge]

Anxious. I fucked up my hair and I have to go somewhere today and now idk what to do 💀💀💀

believe it or not you will survive even if you hair is f$cked up. those that care about you won't notice and those that don't care about you can just f off. i hope you had fun when you went out

mike....

 

[AvidFan]

Unfortunately it is not working one bit.
Zero improvement in my sleep problems, fatigue, depression, anxiety, lack of motivation, brain fog.
I have also been improving my diet, and training daily for a longer period, taking magnesium, going for walks out in nature etc.

I will give the testosterone injections more time, but i am not too hopeful. The previous testosterone gel I used for 4 months also had zero effect. If these injections don't work, that's over $1000 wasted. Money isn't really the problem, but rather losing hope and all the time and effort invested. It was a pain getting approved for the treatment, i think i have taken at least 6 separate blood tests. been to at least 3 GPs who declined it, then contacted two different TRT clinics and the wait time for consultation was so long. To go through all that and have it not work is devastating for me

So sorry to hear it isn't working out how you wanted 😥

 

[AvidFan]

I am feeling OK. Bit tired but it's Friday. Will take it easy this weekend.