How Are You Feeling Right Now?

[TragicReality]

Realized I am in crisis and extreme emotional pain, and decided to call and talk to a therapist tomorrow. It's not just one thing - several things are weighing on me including my brother's health, financial pressure (and we just got a letter that we have to pay back 2K of my husband's Covid relief), etc, etc.

I'm sorry for what you're going through. That's too much on your plate at once.

 

[TragicReality]

1. My job is starting next week. Scared of failing.
3. Final math class is starting now. Scared of failing

3. My cats health going down hill. Scared her dying.
4. My upstairs neighbor blaring loudmusic. Stress.

I'm sorry. Stress is real, I hope you don't let that get to you too much... you'll do the best you can at school and work. . It's so hard possibly losing a pet. I love cats. And dogs, all creatures. Mosquitos I could live without. All the best with your job and your cat.

 

[TragicReality]

I'm so tired. I need some peace here, hopefully after today my landlord will be at work. I miss privacy. I'm grateful to have a room and he's a good guy. Got to go clean up whatever mess I might have left in the kitchen.

 

[KM76710]

I don't think we even HAVE rain in the forecast lol

Glad you got out for a walk. Stay indoors in the heat of the day!

Whenever I have to get out and travel I just remind myself that it is a cool 100 degree plus heat. I do keep saying that one of these days when less pressing things abound I will fix the A/C in the car.

 

[TreeShade17]

Thankyou sf

 

[TreeShade17]

Wishing beyond belief that tomorrow is not going to be like today please

 

[TreeShade17]

Its always the SAME

 

[TreeShade17]

I am very alone

 

[TreeShade17]

Is the day over yet

 

[1964dodge]

My brother texted me this morning that he feels terrible. This is someone who never admits he is unwell.

i hope it's just because of the surgery and he will recover soon

mike....

 

[1964dodge]

@1964dodge @AvidFan @SillyOldBear @Waves @Anchorchain
Thank you for your support. You have no idea how much it helps. I am in a bad state and just posted in the "empathy only" forum about a particular turning point in our lives that I screwed up age 16.

I have decided not to take calls from my mother right now. She thrives on talking about how much my brother will suffer with his colostomy bag etc (her father had one but that was many decades ago). I've had it with her right now

support is something friends do for each other. just a reminder if you even need to talk my inbox is always there for you to talk or vent, and of course it stays private

mike....

 

[bag_of_struggles]

How was what i said nonsense

Sorry, at the time there was only the ‘talks to self’ post, so I thought it was just a commentary on talking to urself which I do a lot. The main post only popped up a little bit later! Sorry!!!

 

[TreeShade17]

Sorry, at the time there was only the ‘talks to self’ post, so I thought it was just a commentary on talking to urself which I do a lot. The main post only popped up a little bit later! Sorry!!!

Im sorry but I don't understand a word of what you just said

 

[bag_of_struggles]

Im sorry but I don't understand a word of what you just said

Ur posts came up in this order:
1. I don’t think my post is coming up
2. Talks to myself
3. Main post
I only saw the first two at the time I was on and thought it was just a comment on u talking to urself which is something I do a lot. But when I talk to myself it’s a lot of nonsense. Only after I posted that did ur main post come up which I didn’t see. So I misunderstood ur posts and thought u were saying something u weren’t. My bad, I’m sorry. Please ignore me.

 

[foreverforgotten]

Don't worry in advance - hope all goes well with new job
Good luck with the math class

Sure hope your kitty is okay too.

True... worrying twice.. before the scary thjng happens. And during.. does no good.. then you suffer twice. I think Seneca said something like that. In stoicism.

Don't worry in advance - hope all goes well with new job
Good luck with the math class

Sure hope your kitty is okay too.

Thank you

 

[foreverforgotten]

Realized I am in crisis and extreme emotional pain, and decided to call and talk to a therapist tomorrow. It's not just one thing - several things are weighing on me including my brother's health, financial pressure (and we just got a letter that we have to pay back 2K of my husband's Covid relief), etc, etc.

good job on recognizing when extra helpnis needed. You should be proud.. thats good self awareness.. Sometimes, I have to do that with therapy too.. I'm hoping things resolve in a good way for you guys, but you take care of yourself in the meantime.. hang in there

 

[foreverforgotten]

Hot, its too hot here in Texas. There is a blasted heat dome over us and no relief in sight. We've had 100f+ temps for WEEKS.

Blah

How is it down south @Livelife ?

Same.. in AZ. But that hurricane in CA brought some nice wind today.... hang in there fellow heat dome resident.

 

[Honeymoon]

Deeply unhappy.

 

[luminance]

I still hate, or at least, don't like, looking outside when it's sunny and the sky is clear and blue. Makes me reminded of a lot of good memories in the past years coz those things won't ever happen again.

 

[Angie]

Same.. in AZ. But that hurricane in CA brought some nice wind today.... hang in there fellow heat dome resident.

I am hoping that hurricane brings some relief here too!