How Are You Feeling Right Now?

[Astrid78]

Disappointed that girls weekend at the beach was canceled due to hurricane Lee. I would have just hung out in the cottage reading during the impending storm which was to last only a day. But the others were worried so they canceled and I agreed reluctantly. Guess I have time now to do laundry which I was willing to forgo because of the trip. Oh well things to do anyway.

I'm sorry your trip was canceled hopefully you all can get together soon
Hugs @cymbele

 

[Astrid78]

Feeling right now is broken. I'm aware now rhat somebody has the pieces & I wamt them back. 🌊

Sending what you need to get them back.
Hugs

 

[Astrid78]

now all I'm doing is worrying about my younger. he's gone silent. I keep messenger from fb so I can see if the light comes on for chat he is talking. He isn't right now. If I don't hear from him I'll call police again. My older ranted on me, a very long rant, that it's my fault for helping him. (buying groceries, giving him some money for his first and last)..I can only agree, but who else will? He refused again to go to hospital, or a shelter last night and told me to stop calling. This isn't how I pictured this working out, he was supposed to have a room lined up that he could afford.

How awful this has been for all involved
Hugs @toomuchreality I sure hope it works out soon

 

[TragicReality]

How awful this has been for all involved
Hugs @toomuchreality I sure hope it works out soon

Thank you @Astrid78
he did talk but more like just hateful, he still wont go. I hope tomorrow he will change his mind. I appreciate your support

 

[Windhover]

@Astrid78 . That's powerful. Thank you.


hugs back

 

[Astrid78]

Thank you @Astrid78
he did talk but more like just hateful, he still wont go. I hope tomorrow he will change his mind. I appreciate your support

More hugs

 

[Pebble mouse]

I feel like cutting. Don't want to say why.

 

[Holding my breath]

I feel like cutting. Don't want to say why.

I’m sorry you feel like cutting. I hope you have been able to get past the urge safely without it. Xx

 

[Holding my breath]

Why is getting out of bed so hard? Like, I really don’t want to start the day. As soon as I am up I will get swept away in the days strong current with all its eddies pulling at me and tossing me around in the turbulent sea.

 

[nicktheundoer]

I feel like cutting. Don't want to say why.

Hey just hold on..it will pass..did you meet the psychiatrist that you said you were gonna meet?

 

[nicktheundoer]

now all I'm doing is worrying about my younger. he's gone silent. I keep messenger from fb so I can see if the light comes on for chat he is talking. He isn't right now. If I don't hear from him I'll call police again. My older ranted on me, a very long rant, that it's my fault for helping him. (buying groceries, giving him some money for his first and last)..I can only agree, but who else will? He refused again to go to hospital, or a shelter last night and told me to stop calling. This isn't how I pictured this working out, he was supposed to have a room lined up that he could afford.

You're a great parent for caring about your son..I'm sorry for the way things are..I wish it could change..idk advices but I'll pray..I hope everything goes well with your son..Hugsss🫂🫂

 

[nicktheundoer]

Feeling right now is broken. I'm aware now rhat somebody has the pieces & I wamt them back. 🌊

I hope your pieces fit together😊😊

 

[nicktheundoer]

Why is getting out of bed so hard? Like, I really don’t want to start the day. As soon as I am up I will get swept away in the days strong current with all its eddies pulling at me and tossing me around in the turbulent sea.

 

[Pebble mouse]

Hey just hold on..it will pass..did you meet the psychiatrist that you said you were gonna meet?

Thanks, Nick. But it's not easy. I saw my psychologist today. I see a psychiatrist on Tuesday. I cannot deal with this shit.

 

[nicktheundoer]

Thanks, Nick. But it's not easy. I saw my psychologist today. I see a psychiatrist on Tuesday. I cannot deal with this shit.

☹️☹️Jesus will help you....🫂🫂sending love❤️❤️

 

[HappyKitty]

my meds is definitely slowing me down 🙃

 

[Ju]

I'm now feeling glad that the sleeping tablets have finally started to work so I can go to bed and get some sleep.
I live my life back to front and it's annoying but I can't change it.
I go to bed usually between 8-10 am and get up about 5pm. It's kind of weird being the wrong way around but it's the only way I can get to sleep.

 

[Pebble mouse]

I've calmed down now, however, I nearly headed off to the ED a few hours ago. The only reason I didn't is I don't like going out at night, especially when I'm paranoid as fuck. I could have rang an ambulance I guess but felt like I would be wasting their time.

 

[iloverachel]

I feel like cutting. Don't want to say why.

my friend

 

[AvidFan]

I'm now feeling glad that the sleeping tablets have finally started to work so I can go to bed and get some sleep.
I live my life back to front and it's annoying but I can't change it.
I go to bed usually between 8-10 am and get up about 5pm. It's kind of weird being the wrong way around but it's the only way I can get to sleep.

I would probably live this way if I didn't have restrictions on my working time. At the moment I go to bed about 2-3am and get up about 11am, the first several hours of the day are spent trying to adjust to being awake, I'll start work early afternoon at the earliest if possible. I'll struggle most of the day with energy, then about 10pm I get burst of motivation and enthusiasm and could work for hours..... If I didn't have work meetings and calls etc I'm sure my schedule would gradually get later and later until I was more or less nocturnal. As a student I always stayed up all night, went to bed about 7-8pm and got up about 3pm. Never had trouble sleeping at all. I do have a lot of trouble sleeping with the routine I have so it must be off in some way.

I hope you continue to get some good sleep!