How Are You Feeling Right Now?

[Pebble mouse]

I cannot sleep. I cannot stop going over things in my head.

 

[TragicReality]

I cannot sleep. I cannot stop going over things in my head.

I'm sorry, I've had some nights like that. Maybe advice isn't helpful, but have you tried guided sleep hypnosis? It has helped me a bit, but not when completely overwhemed with thoughts. Hugs

 

[Windhover]

I'm glad you've found a calm or calmer, place again @Pebble mouse . I'm not sure how to express this properly, to me our community here is love for our mutual reinforcing the resistance against s h. Why are words so hard sometimes. I hope you find a safe feeling way to breathe and sleep.

 

[Windhover]

I hope your pieces fit together😊😊

Thank you nick. You're most kind and a great remiinder to look toward the positive.

 

[Lady Wolfshead]

My doctor called me with the results of my uterine ultrasound - they found a 1 cm lump, and I need to follow up with a gynecologist for a biopsy. Ones in my city have a 6-month wait for an appointment so I will have to drive into the bigger city. I don't want to wait obviously. It will still be 3-6 weeks.

This is freaking me out - my brother had a 1 cm growth in his bowel that turned out to be cancer. He's now had surgery and is recovering, and they said they got it all.

I know they can just take out the uterus, but if it's cancer it could spread. Ugh.

 

[Windhover]

@Lady Wolfshead

This is initially very scary and yet it is knowledge and has possibility for a good outcome.


I remember you saying about having trouble with catastrophizing. Keep those dark thoughts moving on and if you possiblly can keep replacing them with light thoughts.

lots of hugs

 

[Holding my breath]

My doctor called me with the results of my uterine ultrasound - they found a 1 cm lump, and I need to follow up with a gynecologist for a biopsy. Ones in my city have a 6-month wait for an appointment so I will have to drive into the bigger city. I don't want to wait obviously. It will still be 3-6 weeks.

This is freaking me out - my brother had a 1 cm growth in his bowel that turned out to be cancer. He's now had surgery and is recovering, and they said they got it all.

I know they can just take out the uterus, but if it's cancer it could spread. Ugh.

I am so sorry you are going through this. I can understand just how scary it is, especially after you brothers diagnosis. Here for you any time if you need to talk or PM me. 3-6 weeks is still a long time to wait. I suppose they weren’t able to give you an indication as to what they thought it might be? You will get through this, the time will pass and you will reach a conclusion to find out what it is. Try to focus on your new course to help keep your mind occupied. Sending hugs. Xx

 

[Holding my breath]

A little fragile tonight. Spent the day visiting my elderly parents. My mum was not good, she’s very frail. I guess I’m just feeling sad.

 

[SillyOldBear]

Exasperated. By my math textbook.

I totally understand this. I threw many math books across the room when I was in school.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

I spent a whole day with my nephew, and that was awesome. I swear he was smiling and maybe even laughing a bit, even if he is only a month old.

 

[SillyOldBear]

scared

 

[Lady Wolfshead]

I am so sorry you are going through this. I can understand just how scary it is, especially after you brothers diagnosis. Here for you any time if you need to talk or PM me. 3-6 weeks is still a long time to wait. I suppose they weren’t able to give you an indication as to what they thought it might be? You will get through this, the time will pass and you will reach a conclusion to find out what it is. Try to focus on your new course to help keep your mind occupied. Sending hugs. Xx

Thank you. She said it COULD be a polyp, so here's hoping.

 

[Holding my breath]

Thank you. She said it COULD be a polyp, so here's hoping.

Fingers and toes crossed that it is just a polyp. I had one removed a couple of years ago. Really hope that it’s the case for you. More hugs xx

 

[Lady Wolfshead]

scared

Me too Is it a health thing?

 

[SillyOldBear]

Me too Is it a health thing?

Yep. Hope you turn out only to have a polyp.

 

[HappyKitty]

honestly i couldnt care if my parents are busy. since im always being rejected by them sooo if they die, its really not my problem. ill play rough.

 

[KM76710]

Thank you. She said it COULD be a polyp, so here's hoping.

I hope that it is something that is minor and easily resolved.

 

[AvidFan]

My doctor called me with the results of my uterine ultrasound - they found a 1 cm lump, and I need to follow up with a gynecologist for a biopsy. Ones in my city have a 6-month wait for an appointment so I will have to drive into the bigger city. I don't want to wait obviously. It will still be 3-6 weeks.

This is freaking me out - my brother had a 1 cm growth in his bowel that turned out to be cancer. He's now had surgery and is recovering, and they said they got it all.

I know they can just take out the uterus, but if it's cancer it could spread. Ugh.

Sending you love and wishing for a healthy and safe outcome for you. Sorry you are having to go through this worry, seems like it never stops sometimes! Take care and keep us updated.

 

[Lady Wolfshead]

Yep. Hope you turn out only to have a polyp.

Hope yours is easily treatable as well and you can make a full recovery

 

[HappyKitty]

Lmao, I guss my meds does give me nightmares and I kept waking up angry honestly till I drink coffee and my mood returns hyper untill I become stupid at 4pm.😂

Its 9am. Saturday.
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