How Are You Feeling Right Now?

[nicktheundoer]

i had a very quick little visit from my older son.. still in my pjs and landlord came back. But it reminds me how blessed i am to have him and i hope my younger gets on his feet. I feel like there has to be a way, I just don't know it yet.

I hope you'll find the way soon..

 

[nicktheundoer]

Feeling like I ruined my life and things will never change. I let myself and everyone else down. If everything is right in the universe I will find a way to get my life back.

Hugsss🫂🫂I hope it's gonna pass and you enjoy life to the fullest..🫂🫂🫂

 

[nicktheundoer]

Struggling today. My whole attitude is sour towards everything and I'm feeling it's better if I'm not around and shouldn't even try anymore.

Your reply brought me some relief(to my post)..I hope this feelings pass soon..😊😊

 

[nicktheundoer]

I'm crying again. First thing in the morning. Listening to music to try to get it all out. I can't go a single day without bawling my eyes out anymore, antidepressants or not...it doesn't matter. I can't be healed. For some reason, God won't heal me. I'm meant to be this way. An empty void of nothingness. I saw a demonic figure again when I closed my eyes last night. Evil won't let me go, it seems. Where will I go when I die, heaven or hell? At this rate, who knows.

I'm sorry..sending hugs🫂🫂don't worry..things will get fixed..hugs..

 

[nicktheundoer]

Incomplete, unsatisfied, lacking and longing.

You are enough

 

[nicktheundoer]

Heartbroken. I got everything I wanted except for the one thing I really, truly wanted - tickets to go down to Glendale and see Drew.

I mean, I didn't really think anyone would do that, but I guess I got my hopes up too high anyway and I'm probably going to cry myself to sleep tonight.

 

[nicktheundoer]

when friend suggested me to date but people my age be like either working full time or already tied a knot. i dont know where all my species went really.😂

also had a good spring cleaning house with the team yday, late but hope you had a good christmas yall.

I hope you had a good christmas too😄😄

 

[Keeno]

Wide awake and ready to fight another day 😡

 

[Keeno]

Happy for you😊😊 have a good time with your mum😊😊

Like they say Nick "you only get 1 mum in this world" she's all i got left 🙂

 

[Windhover]

@IDontWantToDie
Just want you to know we're here with you

hug

 

[Aurelia]

Had a dream about an old "friend" from middle school, so I looked her up online. She's now married and a pharmacist. Well, don't I feel like a piece of shit knowing that...considering I'm doing nothing with my life right now and I'm separated/single. I know no one's life is perfect, but it sure looks like it on paper.

 

[Windhover]

I'm feeling needy; being aware of it is annoying me but means I should get working harder.

 

[Bergerac]

happy to be put in my place

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

Ongoing shoulder and arm pain, just really sick of dealing with it at this point.

 

[Anchorchain]

Had a dream about an old "friend" from middle school, so I looked her up online. She's now married and a pharmacist. Well, don't I feel like a piece of shit knowing that...considering I'm doing nothing with my life right now and I'm separated/single. I know no one's life is perfect, but it sure looks like it on paper.

Comparing our life to someone else's life can be a difficulty; I know that because I'm always tempted to do it myself.
We're better off if we try and only compare our life to what our own life used to be like.
But that only works if we've been improving ourselves.
I'm working on that one.
some days are better than others.

 

[1964dodge]

I'm crying again. First thing in the morning. Listening to music to try to get it all out. I can't go a single day without bawling my eyes out anymore, antidepressants or not...it doesn't matter. I can't be healed. For some reason, God won't heal me. I'm meant to be this way. An empty void of nothingness. I saw a demonic figure again when I closed my eyes last night. Evil won't let me go, it seems. Where will I go when I die, heaven or hell? At this rate, who knows.

i'm sorry that you are going through this, i will pray for you tonight

mike....

 

[1964dodge]

I'm tired and angry because i'm getting flashbacks of the past, i love Christmas because it reminds me of happy times. Then again, i never had any! 😜

 

[1964dodge]

Struggling today. My whole attitude is sour towards everything and I'm feeling it's better if I'm not around and shouldn't even try anymore.

 

[1964dodge]

Ongoing shoulder and arm pain, just really sick of dealing with it at this point.

 

[1964dodge]

Like praying and begging and apologising for my existence. I have hit rock bottom.

i'm sorry that you feel like you hit rock bottom, i hope you can lift your life a little bit soon

mike.....