How Are You Feeling Right Now?

[1964dodge]

I don't want to do another year!

i hear you barb i really do. there are times i feel the same way. as we get older our bodies fail us and our minds aren't quite as sharp. we know for a fact that physically it will be a little worse every year.

so why bother to fight to stay in this world ? i honestly believe we are all here for a reason. if i remember correctly you are involved in your church. you are still needed in this world. i also believe god will call us home in his own good time. i honestly believe we can still find some joy amoung the suffering. you are still needed here for now. when you pass of natural causes i'll be a little sad but i won't mourn you, i'll be happy when you can touch the face of god and get your well deserved place in heaven

mike....

 

[AvidFan]

Worried about my mental health declining. I feel like I could just curl up in a ball. I think the depression is really getting to me where I feel like I don't have a voice even in my own home. Feel sad and anxious and don't want to put forth the effort to keep on going.

Hugs @Lane I'm sorry you are so distressed right now, you have a voice here at least and I hope it helps you find a voice in your home, you have to put your mental health first, I'm sorry you're going through this. Try to be kind to yourself and try to keep going

 

[AvidFan]

I don't want to do another year!

 

[AvidFan]

like i've been trampled on by 1K Buffalo... mentally and physically

I hope you can dust yourself off and that 1K buffalo runs over a cliff!

 

[AvidFan]

Astonished, I figured out why this box turned blue, I'd somehow pressed the gearwheel and toggled BB off or on or whatever it is! 😂

 

[KM76710]

anxious. worried. my younger son has no where to live in a month,

I hope that things turn out for the best for your son, that is a situation scary and worrisome...

 

[Windhover]

@SillyOldBear

hugs

 

[KM76710]

Worried about my mental health declining. I feel like I could just curl up in a ball. I think the depression is really getting to me where I feel like I don't have a voice even in my own home. Feel sad and anxious and don't want to put forth the effort to keep on going.

Sad to hear how you are doing and feeling, I hope that things get better and wish I had advice that was good to share with you.

 

[Lane]

Hugs @Lane I'm sorry you are so distressed right now, you have a voice here at least and I hope it helps you find a voice in your home, you have to put your mental health first, I'm sorry you're going through this. Try to be kind to yourself and try to keep going

 

[Lane]

Sad to hear how you are doing and feeling, I hope that things get better and wish I had advice that was good to share with you.

 

[Keeno]

As long as i don't stay on forums for too long, i'll always be fine 🙂

 

[Lane]

@Lane for what it's worth, I know what you mean about not wanting to put forth the effort. But please don't give up. You've made a bright, creative part in this old world, it and we need you around. I hope tomorrow brings a breath of a fresh start.

🤗 🫖

Thank you for your inspiring words seabird. I hope so too, as for tomorrow.

 

[Lane]

I don't want to do another year!

 

[HappyKitty]

What are your plans?

Just spending time with cousin. We know theres one fireworks at one local tourist attraction and I bought entrance tix as her belated bday gift too. They randomly had this "avatar" movie theme ard the gardens. Cant wait for that hahah We had to be there early to beat the crowds for the fireworks so we wanted to see around.😺

 

[Keeno]

tired, calm but! i'll always be angry 🤬

 

[Bergerac]

Just spending time with cousin. We know theres one fireworks at one local tourist attraction and I bought entrance tix as her belated bday gift too. They randomly had this "avatar" movie theme ard the gardens. Cant wait for that hahah We had to be there early to beat the crowds for the fireworks so we wanted to see around.😺

That sounds awesome. I wish I could go to the equivalent here. Hope you both have a great time, and a happy new year ahead.

 

[HappyKitty]

That sounds awesome. I wish I could go to the equivalent here. Hope you both have a great time, and a happy new year ahead.

whyyyy next year why. I just been moaning about how I'm turning 30 next year😂

 

[iloverachel]

Want to die so bad
It is my biggest wish in life to drop dead

 

[Aurelia]

I have a date and I'm nervous. I haven't done this in years.

 

[TragicReality]

i'm so sorry that your younger son is having such a hard time right now. one of my children were acting irresponsibly and ended up couch surfing for a while. this child was a good kid and eventually matured and is doing well now.

sometimes they need to figure things out on their own. you can give him housing or just let him mature on his own. if you choose the latter you can still help with groceries etc. if you think it will help. try to not upset yourself too much. and of course make sure he knows that you love him.

mike....

I cant give him housing. He lives off of welfare and it's never enough so I always end up helping him with food and phone etc. He's angry that I'm not ''helping'' but I rent a room in a house myself which wont be forever either. It's so cold here in February that's what I worry about. He was in my car last year but ended up wrecking it and getting close to frostbite, it's not an answer. THere are homeless everywhere but in cities. No homeless shelters here and some don't have room in cities. He's my biggest worry, I feel like crap every day for how my older son says ''i enabled bad behavior'' by helping in other ways. I can't drive myself nuts but I will anyways. Maybe I have to accept that I've tried my best. Thanks for your response. I hope you are ok and your pain stays as bearable as it can.