How Are You Feeling Right Now?

[TragicReality]

Want to die so bad
It is my biggest wish in life to drop dead

I'm sorry you are hurting and want to die. I feel like this too, but we are at least here for each other on the forums. big hugs @iloverachel

 

[iloverachel]

I'm sorry you are hurting and want to die. I feel like this too, but we are at least here for each other on the forums. big hugs @iloverachel

hope you feel better soon my friend

 

[AvidFan]

I have a date and I'm nervous. I haven't done this in years.

I hope it goes well!

 

[Baywasp]

A little grumpy but better than yesterday.

 

[Aurelia]

I hope it goes well!

It did! I like this guy. PRAISE GOD!!!! Finally, I wasn't all alone. It's been so long. It was so nice to watch a movie and go out to eat with someone. Hopefully, it continues to go well and I can get off these dating apps. I'm so sick and tired of them. I'll keep praying.

 

[1964dodge]

I have a date and I'm nervous. I haven't done this in years.

i hope it goes well

mike....

 

[1964dodge]

i'm having a pretty bad day. it's more than just a pain spike it's weird like a whole body and soul in pain. it didn't help that i fell twice today for no reason. i get days like this and eventually it passes. i am ahead of the game though. before, a day like this would bring depression and anxiety and suicidal thoughts. now i'm obviously not doing the greatest but mood is still pretty good, or at least positive. i hate days like this but i've worked too hard to get better and won't let one bad day destroy my progress. and i still have no suicidal thoughts

mike

 

[Aurelia]

i'm having a pretty bad day. it's more than just a pain spike it's weird like a whole body and soul in pain. it didn't help that i fell twice today for no reason. i get days like this and eventually it passes. i am ahead of the game though. before, a day like this would bring depression and anxiety and suicidal thoughts. now i'm obviously not doing the greatest but mood is still pretty good, or at least positive. i hate days like this but i've worked too hard to get better and won't let one bad day destroy my progress. and i still have no suicidal thoughts

mike

Suicide is never worth it. Keep moving forward, whatever it takes. We're all here with you. A lot of us have had our bad days. God knows, I've had many sequential bad days. I've dealt with so much despair and anguish until today, it felt as though it was going to tear me apart. Today, I was blessed with the affection and companionship of another human being, and for the first time in a long time, I wasn't alone. We must have faith that good things will come if we're patient. And these bad experiences will make us stronger. We can get through them with help and hope.

 

[1964dodge]

Suicide is never worth it. Keep moving forward, whatever it takes. We're all here with you. A lot of us have had our bad days. God knows, I've had many sequential bad days. I've dealt with so much despair and anguish until today, it felt as though it was going to tear me apart. Today, I was blessed with the affection and companionship of another human being, and for the first time in a long time, I wasn't alone. We must have faith that good things will come if we're patient. And these bad experiences will make us stronger. We can get through them with help and hope.

i'm not suicidal at all. i think as you said we all have bad days. falling a couple of times with no reason i think rattled me. pain spike is nothing because i know i'll win that battle. like i said a pretty bad day but mood is still pretty good considering lol

mike....

 

[Aurelia]

i'm not suicidal at all. i think as you said we all have bad days. falling a couple of times with no reason i think rattled me. pain spike is nothing because i know i'll win that battle. like i said a pretty bad day but mood is still pretty good considering lol

mike....

I'm glad your mood is still good. It shows how strong you are. You've come a long way.

 

[Lane]

i'm having a pretty bad day. it's more than just a pain spike it's weird like a whole body and soul in pain. it didn't help that i fell twice today for no reason. i get days like this and eventually it passes. i am ahead of the game though. before, a day like this would bring depression and anxiety and suicidal thoughts. now i'm obviously not doing the greatest but mood is still pretty good, or at least positive. i hate days like this but i've worked too hard to get better and won't let one bad day destroy my progress. and i still have no suicidal thoughts

mike

Thinking of you today Mike. Hope you can get through today.

 

[1964dodge]

I'm glad your mood is still good. It shows how strong you are. You've come a long way.

thank you

mike....

 

[1964dodge]

Thinking of you today Mike. Hope you can get through today.

i am starting to feel better, the wonder of meds lol. now after a few hours my knee hurts lol. still have no idea why i fell twice for no reason. going to be careful for a few days just to be safe. i may have hurt my kneecap and hand when i fell but i saved the steaks from longhorn steakhouse lol

mike....

 

[Windhover]

I don't really know. It's a catch-22 to miss someone who didn't like me enough to want to talk about the relationship issues. I miss where I used to be, trees, air, clouds, birds, long empty beaches, the walking tracks, pretty much everything.
If I was to go back over, I'd not have a house to go to.
It'd be in my mind to take a bus from the airport, and wait until night time and _ _ _ _. I took that out because it's a method.

 

[Aurelia]

i am starting to feel better, the wonder of meds lol. now after a few hours my knee hurts lol. still have no idea why i fell twice for no reason. going to be careful for a few days just to be safe. i may have hurt my kneecap and hand when i fell but i saved the steaks from longhorn steakhouse lol

mike....

Lol as long as the steaks are okay, all is well...😆

I wish you a speedy recovery.

 

[1964dodge]

I don't really know. It's a catch-22 to miss someone who didn't like me enough to want to talk about the relationship issues. I miss where I used to be, trees, air, clouds, birds, long empty beaches, the walking tracks, pretty much everything.
If I was to go back over, I'd not have a house to go to.
It'd be in my mind to take a bus from the airport, and wait until night time and _ _ _ _. I took that out because it's a method.

 

[1964dodge]

Lol as long as the steaks are okay, all is well...😆

I wish you a speedy recovery.

thank you

mike....

 

[SillyOldBear]

Not well today.

 

[Windhover]

hugs @SillyOldBear

 

[1964dodge]

Not well today.