How Are You Feeling Right Now?

[PrincessPure]

I hope it is okay to mention this. I take it that you enjoy the competition, at some level and that's cool you're prettier, but I can't help but wonder why you are focused on that one quality of human characteristic (outward appearance) as a sort of judgement.

I dont enjoy competiton, and tbh i dont think im prettier, otherwise i woudnt sound so salty. Its my insecurity questioning if i am pretty enough. No amount of "whats under is more important" will fix my insecurity and sensitivity about my looks. I say it this way (im prettier anyway) to make myself feel better but well i dont.

 

[PrincessPure]

Yesterday a guy classmate paid more attention to my roommates and thats what has gotten me salty.

 

[KrissNeedsHelp]

I just want friends

 

[Baywasp]

Feel like I can’t be alive. Even walking is a struggle. I wanted to stand still on the sidewalk until I passed out

 

[1Lefty]

I just want friends

Welcome to SF!
This is a safe place to be yourself
We're a caring, supportive community
It's not the same as IRL, but you can meet people and have friends here
Feel free to post as much or as little as you like

peace

 

[Windhover]

Yesterday a guy classmate paid more attention to my roommates and thats what has gotten me salty.

Thanks for the response, I understand better now. Similar burn feelings used to happen for me but only when it involved my partner.
Hope you feel better soon.

 

[KM76710]

I just want friends

Welcome aboard and this is a fine forum for getting to know friends online because you are valued and will find support here. Just keep posting and introducing yourself and getting to know others and become a part of the pack here.

 

[puffymilk]

Feeling okay now. Just a bit sleepy.

 

[Lane]

I just want friends

I hope being here helps Kriss. The members here are a friendly group. Welcome to the forum.

 

[Lane]

Feel like I can’t be alive. Even walking is a struggle. I wanted to stand still on the sidewalk until I passed out

I'm sorry things are so difficult right now. I feel like physical symptoms and emotional are so closely aligned.

 

[Innocent Forever]

On edge. Tired. Want to just give up.

Edit. That doesn't mean I'm about to for I'm not. I do want to.

 

[1Lefty]

On edge. Tired. Want to just give up.

Edit. That doesn't mean I'm about to for I'm not. I do want to.

Yeah, I understand that. A lot.

peace

 

[MisterBGone]

Like A Rhine-Stone, Cow~boy!* (whatever that means..) D: Hah-haH!!!

 

[Windhover]

I'm feeling I need my missing person. That isn't going to happen. Alternately if the person that is existentially 'me' could get themselves back together that'd probably suffice. I'm not alright with broken-ness at the moment. I will feel differently soon, I'm writing about right now.

 

[PrincessPure]

Well at the very least i asked someone and he said im the prettiest among my roommates so thats a relief

 

[cymbele]

Back home in the states feeling a little bit lost. The cat is happy. My daughter is home sick with her family. I don’t go back to work until Monday but I did check on an email from work. It didn’t come. I don’t have direction in my life. I will come Monday though. Tai chi tonight-that should help

 

[TragicReality]

I'm fine. I've got a referral to pain management. It sounds like it will be injections to help the sacroiliac joints. My sister has been down this road but many years earlier in life. At least I don't have pain bad like her, she had psoriatic arthritis. I once saw her hands all swollen up. She's been through too much. I ache but it's not unbearable. I can be thankful I've realized not to give up my health care here for a desire to be in a tropical climate. I need to remember we don't always get what we want, and maybe it's for the best.

 

[TragicReality]

Like A Rhine-Stone, Cow~boy!* (whatever that means..) D: Hah-haH!!!

LOL, now that song is in my head!

 

[MisterBGone]

Back home in the states feeling a little bit lost. The cat is happy. My daughter is home sick with her family. I don’t go back to work until Monday but I did check on an email from work. It didn’t come. I don’t have direction in my life. I will come Monday though. Tai chi tonight-that should help

Oh, are you a Black Belt, now? Either way, hope it helps!

 

[MisterBGone]

I'm fine. I've got a referral to pain management. It sounds like it will be injections to help the sacroiliac joints. My sister has been down this road but many years earlier in life. At least I don't have pain bad like her, she had psoriatic arthritis. I once saw her hands all swollen up. She's been through too much. I ache but it's not unbearable. I can be thankful I've realized not to give up my health care here for a desire to be in a tropical climate. I need to remember we don't always get what we want, and maybe it's for the best.

Does your SI-Joint pain get worse when standing? Just wondering... for some it does (as opposed to lower lumbar) like w/L-5 : more so, when seating.