How Are You Feeling Right Now?

[Lane]

Sad, angry, invalidated, unseen, unheard, powerless, humiliated, and hurt. I can’t ask for help because that just exposes me to more vulnerability. Why take a risk that has no upside. If you’ve seen the classic movie, Brazil, I’m feeling a lot like that.

Sorry to hear that you're having all those feelings LumberJack but glad that you're here with us. Sometimes I think it just helps to express and be heard.

 

[chiastic_slide]

Complete wreck.

I have an appointment for “crisis support” this afternoon. No idea what to expect. But I’m definitely in a crisis, so I guess it sounds good.

 

[Lane]

Had an appointment with the PA yesterday. I was honest about how I was feeling so she switched up my meds a bit. Hope I can get to a point where I'm feeling better.

 

[Lane]

Complete wreck.

I have an appointment for “crisis support” this afternoon. No idea what to expect. But I’m definitely in a crisis, so I guess it sounds good.

I hope your appointment goes well @chiastic_slide. Sorry that you're going through this though. My experience with crisis is positive. The person that came to my house was very nice and we agreed that I'd go to an out-patient program.

 

[Windhover]

absolutely horrid

 

[SillyOldBear]

absolutely horrid

 

[Kiwi2016]

absolutely horrid

Sending heatfelt s . . . Just remember to be gentle on yourself and it's ok to just take it easy some days...

 

[Inastorm]

Why is it you just can't use some kind of positive mind thing to get through to someone. I want to avoid the word 'mind control' as that's not good.

Someone has a view of me which isn't positive and I've been trying my best to break through the very thick wall of ice but nothing is working. I think I'm thinking of a Vulcan mind meld from Star Trek, you know, some way of getting the other person to see inside your mind/ heart to see the real you, not the image they have of you.

I had some very brief contact from them the other day, but it wasn't positive and very confusing, leaving me second guessing about my actions, as in was I doing enough. I don't know, I think things need to be even, can't be all down to me, or all about me, as in it's all my fault. I try not to believe that.

 

[Inastorm]

Sending heatfelt s . . . Just remember to be gentle on yourself and it's ok to just take it easy some days... View attachment 72368

I love this, please tell me this is your pet rat which takes his/ her cuddly to bed.

 

[KM76710]

Had an appointment with the PA yesterday. I was honest about how I was feeling so she switched up my meds a bit. Hope I can get to a point where I'm feeling better.

I hope that goes well for you. That is one of the issues with meds, the right cocktail mix can mean a world of difference and it can vary wildly between individuals. Best wishes for them right for you.

 

[Shinzon1]

Feeling super conflicted. I find myself having a degree of fondness for someone that would be trouble of all sorts. Life is good but I definitely would prefer my heart to calm a bit

 

[Lane]

I hope that goes well for you. That is one of the issues with meds, the right cocktail mix can mean a world of difference and it can vary wildly between individuals. Best wishes for them right for you.

Thanks KM. Hoping this works, fingers crossed.

 

[AmberMarie]

Confused, safe and lost. i am confused by everything happening around me for now, lost with the unknown of what n where n how and often why, however i am in a place that i am forced to be safe. That is a slight comfort.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

Rejected, but I expect that to always happen anyway.

 

[Windhover]

Confused, safe and lost. i am confused by everything happening around me for now, lost with the unknown of what n where n how and often why, however i am in a place that i am forced to be safe. That is a slight comfort.

Thinking of you AmberMarie. I'm glad to see a post from you, glad you are safe. Slight comforts are pretty good sometimes.

 

[Windhover]

@Kiwi2016 Thank you for those : ) 🫶🏻
Today was rough, but I'm not worse. I need help but there is no fixing a broken seabird.

 

[Inastorm]

Rejected, but I expect that to always happen anyway.

Sorry thats happening to you, i hope things settle down for you.

 

[puffymilk]

Just a tiny bit down, but it's not that bad

 

[Kiwi2016]

I love this, please tell me this is your pet rat which takes his/ her cuddly to bed.

Alas no...but recall it is someone who makes teddy bears for rats...lol...

 

[Kiwi2016]

@Kiwi2016 Thank you for those : ) 🫶🏻
Today was rough, but I'm not worse. I need help but there is no fixing a broken seabird.

Just take care...and we are all a bit broken (I often think of myself as a member of the misfit toys in the old Christmas classic)...but take to heart that you are not alone...