How Are You Feeling Right Now?

[Lane]

Nightmares for 2 nights with last nights being the worst. I still feel shaken up. And believe my niece that's staying with me is drinking again and that scares me. Im worried for her mental health and that she's not going to find a job as a nurse. I found a near bottle of Absolut gone.

 

[Lane]

Grumpy af. Letting my life fall apart by not doing the things I need to do. Feeling worthless, and yet at war with anything and everything. Nothing is satisfactory and nothing is going to work out. I don't know why I'm so b*tchy, even though I'm mostly okay. It's unrealistic of me to expect life to be fair and without disappointments.

Anyway, kind of a petty complaint now that I see this written out. Really, I'm in an awful mood, and that is coloring all of my thinking today.

You are definitely not worthless LumberJack. Plus, youre allowed to be grumpy or bitchy too. I hope things get back on track for you.

 

[Lane]

I wish that loneliness at some point would finish me off already. Having this shit to look forward to every day for the rest of my life isn’t worth it.

here for you for what its worth.

 

[Lane]

I've missed you guys. I'm realizing how much even more since I've been back this past week. Thank you all for welcoming me back so sweetly into the fold. Much gratitude......If you haven't figured it out yet, I used to post under another name

Hi @JanisSPK. Welcome back. I was saddened when you left for a while, but it's so good to have you back.

 

[puffymilk]

Awful

 

[JanisSPK]

Nightmares for 2 nights with last nights being the worst. I still feel shaken up. And believe my niece that's staying with me is drinking again and that scares me. Im worried for her mental health and that she's not going to find a job as a nurse. I found a near bottle of Absolut gone.

It must be in the air, recent nightmares occurring with some of us.. I'm sorry to hear they are shaking you up so. I wish your niece wasn't doing what she's doing with the bottle and also causing you such worry. I don't know how long she's been a nurse, I hope she is able to find a solid position for herself if she's actively looking for a job.

 

[JanisSPK]

Awful

 

[JanisSPK]

Hi @JanisSPK. Welcome back. I was saddened when you left for a while, but it's so good to have you back.

Thank you so much Lane for welcoming me back here. You've gifted me with my first smile of the day. I hope today is a gentle one for you

 

[Lane]

It must be in the air, recent nightmares occurring with some of us.. I'm sorry to hear they are shaking you up so. I wish your niece wasn't doing what she's doing with the bottle and also causing you such worry. I don't know how long she's been a nurse, I hope she is able to find a solid position for herself if she's actively looking for a job.

Thank you Janis. She's a traveling nurse at the moment, pediatrics is her specialty. How are you today?

 

[JanisSPK]

Thank you Janis. She's a traveling nurse at the moment, pediatrics is her specialty. How are you today?

Good morning to you E. That's a hard position, doing a traveling gig, even though some I know enjoy the changing environment every few weeks or months of the job and the other perks that can come with it....I am doing ok for the day thanks. You go have a good one, I don't know yet if you are still at the same workplace.....

 

[MagickLynx]

Feel slightly better. Given up on a place where the people in charge don't remove bullies.

 

[Inastorm]

I wish that loneliness at some point would finish me off already. Having this shit to look forward to every day for the rest of my life isn’t worth it.

Sorry to hear your struggling with the loneliness. I feel similar in terms of 'this shit to look forward to every day for the rest of my life'.
I hope you can fill your life with something behinds all the crap you have to deal with.

 

[Inastorm]

Nightmares for 2 nights with last nights being the worst. I still feel shaken up. And believe my niece that's staying with me is drinking again and that scares me. Im worried for her mental health and that she's not going to find a job as a nurse. I found a near bottle of Absolut gone.

Sorry to hear that, hope your niece and you can find some solace and get everything sorted out.

 

[Lane]

Good morning to you E. That's a hard position, doing a traveling gig, even though some I know enjoy the changing environment every few weeks or months of the job and the other perks that can come with it....I am doing ok for the day thanks. You go have a good one, I don't know yet if you are still at the same workplace.....

I went back to my office job. Thechildcare gig wasn't what I thought it would be. The children were adorable and amazing though. Im grateful my old boss took me back though

 

[Lane]

Feel slightly better. Given up on a place where the people in charge don't remove bullies.

That's prevalent in my workplace. Hate to see it.

 

[MagickLynx]

That's prevalent in my workplace. Hate to see it.

That's awful, sorry you have to deal with that.

 

[JanisSPK]

I went back to my office job. Thechildcare gig wasn't what I thought it would be. The children were adorable and amazing though. Im grateful my old boss took me back though

I’m glad they took you back and I’m glad you are good with it too☺️

 

[SillyOldBear]

Tired. And sad that I have to start watering the lawn. It costs so much these days.

 

[Windhover]

terrible, anxiety around being unable to address certain issues is causing physical symptoms

 

[Inastorm]

terrible, anxiety around being unable to address certain issues is causing physical symptoms

I hope your anxiety lifts a little and your physical symptoms settle down. Do you want to talk about more about the issues you are unable to address?