How Are You Feeling Right Now?

[SillyOldBear]

I have a severely inflamed esophagus. It is one grade below the most severe, so it's no good at all. I really hope I don't need surgery. If the PPIs don't work, that may be necessary.

I certainly hope the PPIs work too. And that they can find a cause for the inflammation. This is progress though. They know what is happening and can work on fixing it. Stay strong!

 

[Angie]

well, I got a beef stew in the crock pot for tonight and did a load of wash and now I feel exhausted and kinda nauseaus

 

[DarkNightshade]

well, I got a beef stew in the crock pot for tonight and did a load of wash and now I feel exhausted and kinda nauseaus

Do you feel some feeling of accomplishment nonetheless? What you did require a lot stamina, depending on how depressed one is. I know how exhausting this can be.

Well done anyway!

 

[LumberJack]

I’m hurting quite a lot. My mind is tormented by regrets. For once, I don’t have too many words.

 

[Windhover]

Lost, lonely, missing the person I thought my husband was but wasn't, missing the beach where I used to live, missing my art desk and my plants, missing the bitrds I used to say hi to and (sometimes) give them snacks, missing the smell of eucalypts, frangipani, salty air, the sounds of waves at night. Whingy. Extremely

 

[AvidFan]

Lost, lonely, missing the person I thought my husband was but wasn't, missing the beach where I used to live, missing my art desk and my plants, missing the bitrds I used to say hi to and (sometimes) give them snacks, missing the smell of eucalypts, frangipani, salty air, the sounds of waves at night. Whingy. Extremely

 

[Inastorm]

@seabird it's tough, i hope this spell/ longing gets a little easier for you in the days to follow.

 

[Lostman85]

Feeling stressed out and overwhelmed. I just saw im supposed to see a therapist on the 5th which is a week away and on a Friday but I take my kids 2 hrs away after they get done school so now everything is getting messed already. It just seems nothing is worth it. I really thought I was going to get help. I thought the 5th was Wednesday but my mind is just playing tricks on me and I can't think. Im not feeling to well bout to give up again. Worthless I am. Dont know why im trying it never goes right.

 

[AvidFan]

Feeling stressed out and overwhelmed. I just saw im supposed to see a therapist on the 5th which is a week away and on a Friday but I take my kids 2 hrs away after they get done school so now everything is getting messed already. It just seems nothing is worth it. I really thought I was going to get help. I thought the 5th was Wednesday but my mind is just playing tricks on me and I can't think. Im not feeling to well bout to give up again. Worthless I am. Dont know why im trying it never goes right.

You can work it out. Sorry you are feeling stressed and overwhelmed. You are not worthless - I know that feeling though, as well as wanting to give up because nothing seems to go right. Hoping for the best for you.

 

[cymbele]

Usually on Friday nights i go to a role playing group. I have started to resent it because it is Every Friday night. Now that gaming has been canceled for a few weeks I find myself lonely. Gad, can I be happy in either situation?
Actually after a similar time before I started to appreciate getting together with people on a Friday night. But tonight the loneliness has settled in and I'm tired of watching tv by myself. Maybe i should stop complaining but I have too much alone time.

 

[Pebble mouse]

I certainly hope the PPIs work too. And that they can find a cause for the inflammation. This is progress though. They know what is happening and can work on fixing it. Stay strong!

The doctor said it's caused by acid reflux. I'm doing my best. Thanks @SillyOldBear 😊👍

 

[I_waste_everything]

I feel I am slipping away. I wonder if this is what it feels like to get news one is terminal, ac without physical symptoms you can feel.

 

[Windhover]

It's good you're here, letting others know how you're feeling @I_waste_everything . I think I've felt that as well, especially after being depressed for a long time. Suddenly it can hit you how strange thing can become.

But don't let it lead the way - it's not in charge. Take caare to get a drink of water or walk around inside or outside the home a bit, have a snack if you can.
We're here supporting one anohter, including you. You're a kind and vaued part of the SF community.

 

[ClassicsFan]

Cold.

 

[SillyOldBear]

The doctor said it's caused by acid reflux. I'm doing my best. Thanks @SillyOldBear 😊👍

Ouch. I have had acid reflux. It can be very painful. I am sure he has you watching your diet and, hopefully, sleeping with your upper body elevated. Both can help a lot. Along with medications.

 

[DarkNightshade]

Today is not great. Went grocery shopping earlier and was hurting really bad the whole time. People going about their business; you probably look the same to them. Often, you never know people are in pain.

 

[LumberJack]

I’m feeling better today. I listened to a few talks on my meditation app, and did a guided meditation. I have been clinging to, grasping for, something in the past that didn’t go the way I wanted it to. At the same time, I’m trying to push away my feelings right now. Pretty good recipe for feeling sh*tty.

It’s not that anything is better. Instead I am shifting my attention to what I can do today. Allowing the bad circumstances and bad feelings to be there and not heaping punishment on myself, trying to push them away, or cover them up with frantic busyness.

Also, I am going to see the horsies today. 🐴💗☺️

 

[Windhover]

I was going to stay in bed. But, there are some things I need to today.

 

[1964dodge]

I feel I am slipping away. I wonder if this is what it feels like to get news one is terminal, ac without physical symptoms you can feel.

 

[1964dodge]

ok i guess

mike