How Are You Feeling Right Now?

[puffymilk]

I am doing alright

 

[Lane]

I feel like I’m under a constant pressure, time is running out and it refuses to slow down. There’s nothing I can do to stop it. I can feel my life fading into the days as they rush past me.

Welcome to the forum @UntrackedPresence. Sorry to hear that life is stressful for you right now. Glad that you found us here though. I hope that SF can help you find some oeace of mind.

 

[Lane]

defeated

mike

Sorry that youre having a bad time of things Mike. I hope you feel a bit better today.

 

[AvidFan]

defeated

mike

I am sorry you feel this way right now but you have always been an inspiration to me since I joined this forum. Even before I ended up with this insane unpredictable pain condition. I've gone through periods of defeat. If I know anything about you, your sense of defeat will not last long. I will hope you can improve mentally soon. Keep fighting Mike. And I will try to too.

 

[AvidFan]

I am weirdly perky today. I might have finally slipped into some kind of coma even with the heat. Pain is down, got appointments today. Medication might be stabilising a bit. And only one horrific day tomorrow before the weekend.

 

[Lane]

Feel better this morning. This never happens, but after I smoked a good amount of weed I got sick, very dizzy and vomited. I hope it wasn't the weed because that relaxes me.

 

[puffymilk]

I feel okay now

 

[SillyOldBear]

Done, finished, over, longing for death.

 

[cymbele]

I hurt today. Got to start packing but have to see a dear friend. Lawn needs mowing. Got to make phone calls to a new doctor.
just feeling overwhelmed. This too shall pass. I’m going on my trip regardless

 

[Angie]

well, I got my car out of the shop ($$$)

went to the lab for a blood draw, etc.

and went to the bank

so I feel pretty decent about all that but I am upset and frustrated that it still hurts so much to eat, couldn't finish a pastrami sandwich

blah

 

[Windhover]

Nothing dramatic because it's all known, sad, boring, wrecked territory. I guess the only new, super fun part is looking straight on at the fact that I used to think I could manage being lol trying to be married to someone for whom the nightly drinks is the emotional focal point of their existence.

 

[1964dodge]

Sorry that youre having a bad time of things Mike. I hope you feel a bit better today.

thank you

mike...

 

[Windhover]

defeated

mike

Hope you'll be able to feel the support around you mike, and that it can help a little.

 

[1964dodge]

I am sorry you feel this way right now but you have always been an inspiration to me since I joined this forum. Even before I ended up with this insane unpredictable pain condition. I've gone through periods of defeat. If I know anything about you, your sense of defeat will not last long. I will hope you can improve mentally soon. Keep fighting Mike. And I will try to too.

thank you

mike....

 

[1964dodge]

Done, finished, over, longing for death.

right now i'm the worst person to encourage you. i believe you are like me, you want to go home but don't want to commit suicide. suicide is back on the table for me right now but i am giving god more time to call me home. i think everyone has a point of no return but like me you keep waiting to go home. my advice for what it's worth is to keep waiting as long as possible which means more fighting. and try as hard as possible to make life as good as possible and continue to be helpful for others as well as yourself. we will go home and i still look forward to meeting you in heaven after we both pass when finally called home

mike....

 

[1964dodge]

I hurt today. Got to start packing but have to see a dear friend. Lawn needs mowing. Got to make phone calls to a new doctor.
just feeling overwhelmed. This too shall pass. I’m going on my trip regardless

 

[1964dodge]

well, I got my car out of the shop ($$$)

went to the lab for a blood draw, etc.

and went to the bank

so I feel pretty decent about all that but I am upset and frustrated that it still hurts so much to eat, couldn't finish a pastrami sandwich

blah

 

[1964dodge]

Hope you'll be able to feel the support around you mike, and that it can help a little.

i feel the support and i appreciate it

mike......

 

[1964dodge]

like i'm losing the fight

mike

 

[AvidFan]

Astonished. Went for physio appointment and ended up just talking. Prescribed yoga. Today had a shower, 2 bus rides having to stand, 8500 steps so far in 35c and have not had any symptoms so far after just standing for a 1.5 hour video call. I couldn't have done one of those things 10 days ago without everything being on fire 😲 and that was after the worst agony I ever experienced the other night. It's insane.