How are you today 1-10?

[1964dodge]

conservatively estimating, 8

I hate every fucking breath that my body forces me to breathe.

 

[1964dodge]

Doing great myself, but seeing all the people on here feeling down makes me sad. Wish you guys could feel better and happier.

you are an inspiration to others, i am proud of your recovery

mike....

 

[1964dodge]

6

i hope you feel better soon

mike....

 

[1964dodge]

3

mike

 

[LumberJack]

Much better at 5 for now.

 

[1964dodge]

Much better at 5 for now.

that is good

mike....

 

[AmberMarie]

i hope you feel better soon

mike....

Thank you Mike. i consider the 6 a huge step in the correct direction. i have rarely been below an 8. So the 6... nearly like flying to me right now.

 

[iloverachel]

you are an inspiration to others, i am proud of your recovery

mike....

You are also an inspiration and very strong and brave person. To go through the pain you go through on a daily basis, and still continue fighting and helping others takes tremendous courage

 

[1964dodge]

You are also an inspiration and very strong and brave person. To go through the pain you go through on a daily basis, and still continue fighting and helping others takes tremendous courage

thhank you, that was kind of you to say

mike....

 

[Windhover]

3

 

[Greberc83]

5 My pmdd was bad yesterday, I was so angry but I am my normal self today. I never felt this emotional and angry in a while. Reading help about suicidal thoughts just makes me more angry. It's funny how people would care if I died but always make out like my existence was a problem. I mean people can easily walk out of my life like my so-called friends and ex and that makes it easier if I want to take my life. No one gives a crap if they did, they would have cared when someone was alive.

 

[DarkNightshade]

Finally back to 1 since a few days ago. I can feel a change in my state of mind, which is a good sign.

 

[Angie]

8

 

[iloverachel]

8

 

[s.0.u.L]

We're at a 2, we had a performance today and my cast did incredibly well

 

[Leesa]

I haven't been here in a white.
it's an 8! No amount of therapy has ever helped in over 30 years. I've reached a dead end again and this is because there is no resolution at this point. It's too late. I've been on the sites we're not supposed to visit and AI is horrible. I can't override it.

 

[trachea]

5 - I've been contemplating on ending it. I actually spent almost an hour researching and planning today. I'm not going to do it anytime soon.

I'm still functional. I can still work but everything requires great effort. Small things are causing me great distress.

 

[Leesa]

5 - I've been contemplating on ending it. I actually spent almost an hour researching and planning today. I'm not going to do it anytime soon.

I'm still functional. I can still work but everything requires great effort. Small things are causing me great distress.

I get this. I have been working but took a vacation day today because I'm too depressed to speak. Only one left for the rest of the year. Sending you good thoughts.

 

[1964dodge]

Finally back to 1 since a few days ago. I can feel a change in my state of mind, which is a good sign.

 

[1964dodge]

8

I'm so sorry, i hope today is better for you

mike....