How are you today 1-10?

[seabird]

3

 

[seabird]

Feeling horrible

 

[seabird]

5 just getting more worried i wont have a place to live at the end of the month. Dont want to live in my past. Im trying but scared and hurt. Im feeling alone.

That is worrisome Lostman85. I don't want to pry into the details. I hope you find some places that could be your plan B and C.

(h) if you want

You're not alone when you're here

 

[AmberMarie]

6.... The lowest i have been in a very long time!

 

[Leesa]

9. And, yes I've spoken with a therapist. Doesn't matter. The pain has been here most of my life and continues to grow. I just know I would probably fail at an attempt and be in even a worse place. There's nothing anymore.

 

[seabird]

There's been some unpleasant whipsawing of emotion, but back up to 3

 

[SillyOldBear]

9 Not sure I am going to make it through the rest of my PT and all the doctor appointments I have this month. I just need to get through April.

 

[Lifeisthis]

Silly your a real good person

 

[Lostman85]

Im a 7 right now. Wife wont let me go which i need but im with my kids. I cant get 1 night by myself to try and go enjoy 1 night. I havent gone out in years cause i worried bout was taking care of them but now i made plans i cant do nothing. So i bought a bottle will sit here and be alone and cry. Great friday night or should i say great mother.

 

[Leesa]

9 Not sure I am going to make it through the rest of my PT and all the doctor appointments I have this month. I just need to get through April.

I unfortunately understand. 💔

 

[KM76710]

Im a 7 right now. Wife wont let me go which i need but im with my kids. I cant get 1 night by myself to try and go enjoy 1 night. I havent gone out in years cause i worried bout was taking care of them but now i made plans i cant do nothing. So i bought a bottle will sit here and be alone and cry. Great friday night or should i say great mother.

It does sound tough. You should have better in life and deserve to have your share of good times. You are very decent and fine to others here. You should have your time where you can feel better, and feel good about yourself.

 

[AmberMarie]

8-9 tonight... if i was able to move more tonight, i would either have a lower number due to less pain and overwhelmingness... or i would be trying to complete a plan due to the pain and such,

 

[LumberJack]

8.

 

[seabird]

3