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How many here are suffering from something they can't get away from?

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ih8u

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i got sick 2.5 years ago not long after i turned 14. mine started after i got food poisoned and took antibiotics. life went down hill after that. got gradually worse over the span of maybe a year? mine is ibs-c mostly + a lot of gas and pain. eventually my bladder started to get messed up and i started to have trouble urinating as well as constant nausea, bloating, particularly worse after i eat. and i feel like i have to vomit but nothing comes out just retching noises. i get pain in the evening a lot, mostly due to the trapped gas, which makes me dizzy. a lot of times i feel toxic too. i also have an eating disorder and anxiety disorder.
 
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istrange

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ih8u said:
i got sick 2.5 years ago not long after i turned 14. mine started after i got food poisoned and took antibiotics. life went down hill after that. got gradually worse over the span of maybe a year? mine is ibs-c mostly + a lot of gas and pain. eventually my bladder started to get messed up and i started to have trouble urinating as well as constant nausea, bloating, particularly worse after i eat. and i feel like i have to vomit but nothing comes out just retching noises. i get pain in the evening a lot, mostly due to the trapped gas, which makes me dizzy. a lot of times i feel toxic too. i also have an eating disorder and anxiety disorder.
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That must be really terrible for you, especially at such a young age. I too have suffered an anxiety disorder for many years now.
 
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ShalenaM

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Nice thread.
I am suffering from a broken heart.I'd rather be suffering from cancer or dying from a disease..but im suffering from unrequited love?>>!! :mad:

I wanna die now!! die die die!! NOOOWWWW>.
 
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ih8u

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why die if you can go out to another state, improve yourself, come back, make him want you, and not take him back. give him a taste of your own medicine. at least you can still do that. some people that posted can't even go out to meet new people.

i know how it feels to like somebody and not have them like you back. sucks i know. makes you wonder why. not pretty enough? not interesting enough? not sincere enough? for all the people that have a physical problem, they have to deal with unrequited love on top of their disability. i mean would you freaking like a sick person who can't do this and that?

are you good enough for the guy you like? why should he like you? what do you have that's redeeming? do you really like him or is it that you can't stand that fact that you were rejected or tossed away? why care about him when he doesn't care about you? but of course i know affairs of the heart can't be sorted out with a few simple questions.
 
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ShalenaM

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I didnt ven read the first post, i just saw the topic and posted because I was in such a drowning mood, and still am..

People who have diseases know how it is, I don't because I don't have one..but, I"m aching a lot too..I'm sorry..Each of our problems hurt us in different ways on our own level..

If he could have a married a drug addict..then why play with my head..I'm better looking than her not to be arrogant, and im smarter..i don't do drugs..

But back to the people with physica disease..my bad, i know that its bad to have a physical disease..and if I did, I would have let myself die a long time ago......(If I were them..)

Not telling you to die, but I couldn't handle that..Actually, I harm myself sometimes just to catch a disease and die..(As a matter of fact..)
 
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ih8u

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would talking about him make you feel better? i'm not undermining how much unrequited love hurts. i hope you don't feel that way. and yeah i really do want to end this but there's too much to hold on i suppose.
 
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White Dove

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ShalenaM said:
Nice thread.
I am suffering from a broken heart.I'd rather be suffering from cancer or dying from a disease..but im suffering from unrequited love?>>!! :mad:

I wanna die now!! die die die!! NOOOWWWW>.
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I can assure you that you would not want to have cancer and be suffering from it...

the pain is very hard to cope with.. things that used to taste good dont appeal to you any more.. the sickness, the sleepless nights, the weak spells, etc.. believe me you dont want it...
 
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ShalenaM

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#30
Exactly..That sucks so bad..So you ladies/guys have the guts to put up with it.??
It is obvious that you are stronger than me..If you can put up with that everyday, which I would not be able..then you are tough and strong..
Me, just whining over a broken heart thats been broken for 2 years in 3 quarters..almost killed myself for that man.had to go to the hospital for that man..
Now I look like a huge Punk..Yall are strong...why not go on?..
 
TheBLA

TheBLA

The biggest loser ever to live.
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I'm not suffering from any diseases, health problems. But I haven't been raised right by my parents (but all the blame doesn't go on them). I haven't done anything in my life, nothing that all the other normal people my age have done, so I am very abnormal and messed up.

And since your young, formative years are the most important and I didn't get much out of them, I fear I'm going to be abnormal and messed up for the rest of my life, sorry I'm so vague.
 
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White Dove

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ShalenaM said:
Exactly..That sucks so bad..So you ladies/guys have the guts to put up with it.??
It is obvious that you are stronger than me..If you can put up with that everyday, which I would not be able..then you are tough and strong..
Me, just whining over a broken heart thats been broken for 2 years in 3 quarters..almost killed myself for that man.had to go to the hospital for that man..
Now I look like a huge Punk..Yall are strong...why not go on?..
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why go on? why suffer more from this cancer and battle depression also?

its because God gives us so much time upon this earth and most dont even make it to 90 years.. most die young , some die in their 30 s others in their 50 , 60 etc.. i got little time on this earth so might as well make the best of it...

Shalena , why let this guy get you down so much?? dont let him have that power, go out to places find ya a new guy and show this howard he has no control over ya.. if he does love you for real then hes gonna get jealouse and realize he has lost something dear to him and if he dont then you have found out he just didnt care in the first place.. dont let him control you hun :hug:

i moped around a long time ( not because of one person either in my case it was two ) but i am not gonna sit around and wait anymore.. if they love me they will contact me.. if they really cared they would have called.. but now i got me someone who does care for me and i say the heck with those who dont care for me.. you got the same pants to get glad in.. but im not gonna sit here and cry.. you dont have that power over me anymore.. im getting out and enjoying it while i can.. and you can too... shoot if we were in the same area then id come and get ya and we could go out and do things together

i am only a pm away or email???

love ya :hug:
 
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ShalenaM

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I love you White Dove, you have been so nice to me:)
I wil lalways be behind you too.:)
He contacted me today and apologized..but this thread isn't aboutme..it is
about the people with physical diseases i gues..
sorry everyone.
 
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seishou

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ShalenaM said:
I love you White Dove, you have been so nice to me:)
I wil lalways be behind you too.:)
He contacted me today and apologized..but this thread isn't aboutme..it is
about the people with physical diseases i gues..
sorry everyone.
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It's for everyone who have something they can't get away from. I'd say a mental issue that has stuck with you for so long counts every bit as much as a physical disease. It's painful, but in different ways I guess.

Anyhow, back to the IBS, I don't know what kind I have. it's basically just a diagnose I got from my doc after they couldn't find anything after some years of tests and checkups, she basically just said IBS(the norwegian term for it) and left it at that. But I've had the same problem as far as I can remember. I'm 19 now, but as far as I can remember I've had it since I was about 5-6 years old. Altho it took a turn for the worse sometime after I turned 12 or something. I have the diahrea, abdominal pain, occational nausea, but I never throw up(I've only thrown up once in my life actually :p). There's also one more thing, but I can't really explain it. My english isn't good enough hehe, sorry.
 
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jryan3434

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25, sexual dysfunction. I wont get into details but the injury occured during sex with my fiance who left me afterward and told everyone about it, among other things. In my desperate state following the incident I managed to act like a weak little shit and humilated myself in front of all the people who once respected me. The humilation and lack of a means for revenge is actually far worse than the actual injury or the lonliness and lack of sex or relationships that has resulted from it. I think I could cope somewhat ok if it had happened as a result of a war wound, or some other respectable injury and didn't have the associated story to go along with it.
 
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Jenny:[

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i have pcos.
doesn't effect me all the time, per say.
i become tired out of nowhere, cramps, and the chance of me being able to have a child is like elton john being straight.
:dry:
 
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ih8u

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pcos. i've been trying to get doctors to check that out or something, but of course doctors are douches and don't do me much good. i get really bad cramps and my period is super late all the time, also i have a lot higher testosterone than typical women should have. close to hirsute, but not quite so no treatment for me.
 
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Lonesome Outcast

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I have an extremely bad case of clinical alcoholism which basicaly means I can't controll my drinking and the doctor says that it is likely I will die of alcohol poisoning anyways
 
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