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[Something.idk]

Yes , sure. So , talking about my physical pain which I am assuming you're asking. I was ( I probably still am affected , it's just that I threw up last night so my stomach is empty at the moment. I am feeling alright. ) constantly feeling nausea , but I was unable to vomit. There was this pains then , on my abdomen , chest , thighs. On all different areas at time , constantly , i.e , my lower back , upper abdomen , lower abdomen. I was feeling more suffocated. Also like someone is choking me. Some diarrhea as well.

About this night , I just couldn't lay down. So much pain and I was feeling like I need to throw up. I couldn't do. I forced myself to throw up , still the feeling and aches continued. Eventually , somehow , after a very very long time I was able to sleep.

That sounds awful. Could it be something to do with the current heat? How do you feel now?

 

[Congratsbaby]

That sounds awful. Could it be something to do with the current heat? How do you feel now?

It could be. I am not sure. The doctor didn't say anything.

Physically I have recovered , just little weakness maybe.

Thankyou

 

[Something.idk]

It could be. I am not sure. The doctor didn't say anything.

Physically I have recovered , just little weakness maybe.

Thankyou

That's great to hear. Perhaps you could get a second opinion by another doctor.
How are you mentally though?

 

[Congratsbaby]

That's great to hear. Perhaps you could get a second opinion by another doctor.
How are you mentally though?

I am reluctant to do that. I went to two doctors. Because during evening I visited one , the night of that one despite taking meds was the hell one.
Next day , went to another.

The doctors here are just like that lmao.

Mentally , not the best for sure. It's been waves and I have been trying to surf through them , sometimes, often times failing. Right now , I feel exhaustion because of burnt out. And my depression has been coming strong from past few days , so that reluctance , lack of pleasure etc is there.

Thankyou for asking. I appreciate it.
How are you doing?

 

[Road to Nowhere]

Hugs for you @Congratsbaby.

 

[nicktheundoer]

Can I get a hug please? I mean multiples are fine too lol.

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[Congratsbaby]

🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂

This means a lot , thankyou.

 

[Congratsbaby]

Hugs for you @Congratsbaby.

Thankyou

 

[Something.idk]

The doctors here are just like that lmao.

That sucks but i get what you mean lol

Mentally , not the best for sure. It's been waves and I have been trying to surf through them , sometimes, often times failing. Right now , I feel exhaustion because of burnt out. And my depression has been coming strong from past few days , so that reluctance , lack of pleasure etc is there.

I'm sorry to hear about that. I hope you feel better soon both physically and mentally.

How are you doing?

I'm doing good other than being a bit restless at times but otherwise I'm okay.

 

[Congratsbaby]

That sucks but i get what you mean lol

I'm sorry to hear about that. I hope you feel better soon both physically and mentally.

I'm doing good other than being a bit restless at times but otherwise I'm okay.

Yeah. Thankyou, I appreciate that

Good to hear that you're doing good!! , Wanna share more about the restlessness?

 

[Something.idk]

Yeah. Thankyou, I appreciate that

Good to hear that you're doing good!! , Wanna share more about the restlessness?

Np!!
It's not too bad but its just this awful sort of feeling and you get really annoyed if you aren't moving or doing something or your head just feels like it might burst (but that may just be me lol)
Do you feel that way sometimes?

 

[Congratsbaby]

Np!!
It's not too bad but its just this awful sort of feeling and you get really annoyed if you aren't moving or doing something or your head just feels like it might burst (but that may just be me lol)
Do you feel that way sometimes?

I ofcourse am no professional , but I think you have pent up feelings/ emotions. You're not able to release them so feeling that way?
Yes , I do feel like that sometimes. Like I wanna run or workout or punch something , or scream to let it out.

It could be anxiety too , like you struggle to relax. Hope you find a way out of it , it indeed can take up a toll.

 

[Something.idk]

ofcourse am no professional , but I think you have pent up feelings/ emotions. You're not able to release them so feeling that way?

That's probably it. I'm glad to hear I'm not alone.

How is your physical pain now btw? I hope its better than before.

 

[Dude111]

I love to give hugs and get hugs......

I havent been able to give any in years and it really is painful

 

[Congratsbaby]

That's probably it. I'm glad to hear I'm not alone.

How is your physical pain now btw? I hope its better than before.

Mhmm. I feel good to know that you could get something out of what I shared

Physical pain is better. Sometimes come when I am stressed. Thankyou for asking.

 

[Congratsbaby]

I love to give hugs and get hugs......

I havent been able to give any in years and it really is painful

I am sorry about it. 🫂
Wanna share why?

 

[Something.idk]

Physical pain is better. Sometimes come when I am stressed. Thankyou for asking.

That's good to hear

 

[Dude111]

I am sorry about it. 🫂
Wanna share why?

Its just been very hard for me.. I had the best friends in the world and in 2021 they tried to force me to get that horrible shot.. When I tried to tell them it was dangerous and not really a vaccine,they became unbelievably mean to me... (I posted this on that other thread (www.suicideforum.com/community/threads/171340)) They totally disowned me...

I havent had any love in my life really since I lost them... I dont wanna be here either to be honest...

 

[Congratsbaby]

That's good to hear

xD thankyouu. Take care , I wish you well 🧡

 

[Congratsbaby]

Its just been very hard for me.. I had the best friends in the world and in 2021 they tried to force me to get that horrible shot.. When I tried to tell them it was dangerous and not really a vaccine,they became unbelievably mean to me... (I posted this on that other thread (www.suicideforum.com/community/threads/171340)) They totally disowned me...

I havent had any love in my life really since I lost them... I dont wanna be here either to be honest...

I see , personally , I do not believe it is or was dangerous. I respect your beliefs , as in , I am trying to see it as that you're not a bad person because you have this belief.
Losing people sucks. It is valid to be yk , I am just really sorry about it.
I wish you find tranquility.