Well,Firstly,Sorry for the bad english,I live in Brazil... Okay... Three years ago my father died,Then i needed to move to other city because i just have relatives here. The first months was cool,A new place to live... But,The school... A time after the peoples started to hurt me,Idk why the fuck At the start of this,Was not a problem cuz this not hurt my psychological. Sometime after They had more freedom to hurt me,They know i dont hit back,Was not for fear,I just dont want hit back... This made me take a fear of the peoples and of the world,I got Social Phobia,I waste all my fucking days here,On this dark room thinkin about die, I dont want to leave my home,Cuz they will hurt me again,Im depressed But i need to leave everyday to go to the school,Everyday i need to go to suffer I already tried look for help,But nobody can help me I cant move to another city cuz my mom dont have money,I cant work cuz im old sufficient to work and i dont want to leave home,so... Im here for 3 years,it would be my last year here but i will reprove,I cant live here for more 1 year. I dont want to talk about it for my mom cuz,I dont want he knows im a fucking trash and cant defend myself My problem is not with girlfriends or something like that futile things I dont where to go I think on die everyday and everytime,Im still just cuz my family,I dont want my mom suffer more But i cant continue suffering just cuz my mom. i dont have a solution,Just the dead Idk why im writing this,Maybe I still believe someone can save me... And i feel me like a idiot writing this on a suicide forum If u understood something of this text with too much errors,Can you try...Help me? Please... Huuuur Can i die?