I’m not sure what I’m doing here. But I’m just someone that absolutely hates his life. I honestly feel it be better if I was no longer around. I don’t want to hurt my self or others anymore. I don’t know if there’s another way to be honest. If I can make it look like an accident I would do that. I’m praying every day That God would take me home. I know it’s stupid but I’ve cost so much pain I don’t think I can handle it anymore. I’m not trying anything yet but trying to figure some thing out. If you have any advice I need help.