I am lost.

[Dani24]

i don’t know if this sounds bad. Sometimes I wish that I was still that sick Person. I wish I was that person when I was feeling depressed or going through an eating disorder. Now, I find it hard to adjust to this new person. I think I felt safe when I was that person going through an eating disorder. I think I just miss the thoughts I had and how disciplined and disconnected I was. Now that I have fought through it, I am lost.i am not completely cured I still have those days, but it’s not as bad as I used to be. I don’t like this person I am today.