I am so unloved....
those close to me that should love me do not love me..
the minister and his wife that i hold dear in my heart do not love me.. they never loved me...
i have no friends that are right here close to me that love me..
i dont see why in the world it is so hard to do.. why is it so hard for the minister and his wife to help me to ease my mind..
i cant come before the Lord until things between us are straightened out and my time is running out..
i want to just give up , right now , tonight...
why should i even force myself to stay here with a hope that i can at least be just on speaking terms with them or at least make things right , etc?
i just cant do it... i just cant...
they dont care..
nobody cares...
i am just so unloved and it hurts..
it is really hurting me tonight...
i know they read this..
is there not any love for me? just a little? do you want me to go to hell cause thats where im headed anyway... ?
i dont want to do it..but i dont want to hurt anymore either...
you never loved me did you? you dont care it torments my mind? you dont care my spirit is in pain and hurting?
why cant you just love me???
why cant you just care??
Guess i was right all along...
YOU NEVER CARED AT ALL FOR ME...
WELL TOMORROW IS SUNDAY..
SORRY SF... I TRIED. I REACHED OUT TO THEM... BUT THEY DIDNT CARE.. THEY DONT CARE AT ALL.. I WAS STUPID TO BELIEVE THEY DID.. I AM UNLOVED AND I SHOULD HAVE KNOWN THAT NO ONE COULD EVER LOVE ME..
THIS LITTLE WHITE DOVE , HAS MORE THEN A BROKEN WING IT HAS A BROKEN MIND AND HEART NOW.. IT SHOULD OF KNOWN.. I SHOULD HAVE KNOWN..
Take care everyone... Sorry i couldnt be of help to any of you...
those close to me that should love me do not love me..
the minister and his wife that i hold dear in my heart do not love me.. they never loved me...
i have no friends that are right here close to me that love me..
i dont see why in the world it is so hard to do.. why is it so hard for the minister and his wife to help me to ease my mind..
i cant come before the Lord until things between us are straightened out and my time is running out..
i want to just give up , right now , tonight...
why should i even force myself to stay here with a hope that i can at least be just on speaking terms with them or at least make things right , etc?
i just cant do it... i just cant...
they dont care..
nobody cares...
i am just so unloved and it hurts..
it is really hurting me tonight...
i know they read this..
is there not any love for me? just a little? do you want me to go to hell cause thats where im headed anyway... ?
i dont want to do it..but i dont want to hurt anymore either...
you never loved me did you? you dont care it torments my mind? you dont care my spirit is in pain and hurting?
why cant you just love me???
why cant you just care??
Guess i was right all along...
YOU NEVER CARED AT ALL FOR ME...
WELL TOMORROW IS SUNDAY..
SORRY SF... I TRIED. I REACHED OUT TO THEM... BUT THEY DIDNT CARE.. THEY DONT CARE AT ALL.. I WAS STUPID TO BELIEVE THEY DID.. I AM UNLOVED AND I SHOULD HAVE KNOWN THAT NO ONE COULD EVER LOVE ME..
THIS LITTLE WHITE DOVE , HAS MORE THEN A BROKEN WING IT HAS A BROKEN MIND AND HEART NOW.. IT SHOULD OF KNOWN.. I SHOULD HAVE KNOWN..
Take care everyone... Sorry i couldnt be of help to any of you...