:welcome:
You chose a good name, I am glad you are still here. Yes, many of us have felt like that. Tell us what current things are happening to pull you down? Can you talk to your grandmother about your life and/or stresses? Any trusted confidents?
Most importantly, how are you doing now?
I did my first attempt at my father's house while he and step-mom were on a trip. After taking the pills and crying I heard my granny come in to feed the dog. I had to confess what I did to her. I felt sooo horrible to do that to her.
Why? cuz her husband, my grandfather killed himself. I did not want her to go thru the pain twice in one lifetime. She passed about 4 years ago. My father passed last year. My mother passed 7 yrs ago. I miss them all. I wish they would help me now. My last grandmother is 85. After she is gone, my brother and I will be on our own.
We can relate to your pain and feeling alone. Please stay with us. Let us know how we can help support you. :hug:
Thinking of you,
TLA