It would be close to our 11 year anniversary if you were still here but it will be forever stuck at 8 for the rest of my life here. It still feels like it happened yesterday. My life has fallen apart without you. I still cry everyday. I can’t sleep. I can’t go 5 seconds without thinking about you. If I see someone that looks like you or sounds like you I get so upset. I can’t do anything right ever since. I hate feeling like a burden. I can’t talk to people anymore. I feel so guilty because my brain runs through “what ifs” all day and no matter how many times I logically tell myself that I couldn’t have done anything to somehow change what happened, yet I still feel guilty.
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I can’t believe you are gone
- Thread starter Anonymous E
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It has been 9 years and almost 4 months since my husband passed and I miss him every single second of every single day so I understand how you feel @Anonymous E … We only had 9 years and 9 months together and I truly hate the idea of living longer alone than the time that we had together… It’s just a little past 2am here in Ireland… Awake once again… I know how hard it is to talk to people, I understand the feeling of guilt even though I couldn’t have cured him and all of the things that I wish I had done differently… Just wanted to let you know that you are not a burden… So very sorry for your loss and sorry that I don’t have any words that will ease your pain…
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