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I can't be... I'm not..

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by Jess, Sep 12, 2006.

  1. Jess

    Jess Guest

    I can't be perfect, you know that.
    I'm not the smartest, never will be.
    I'm not the best, always someone better. I know you know that.
    Not the way you want me to be, I'm sorry.

    I choose to stand alone. I'm not like you

    I try.. is that not enough?

    I'm lazy. I know it. I don't care. I'm a loner, it's sad. But they don't care so why should I?

    I shut you out because I have to. I isolate because I deserve it.

    I'm sorry. because I should be.

    I cause my own problems...

    I can't be... I'm not... I'll never be

    Who I Want To Be........

    Last edited: Sep 12, 2006
  2. wienerman

    wienerman Guest

    hun i know you told me that you didnt want hugs even cyber ones, but the second you want them i will unload a flood of them on you.

    i know you try your best in life and that is all anyone can expect from you. you have a lot of responcability for such a young person, and you are taking it much better than most would. personally i think you are doing great, even though you dont feel it.

    anyway you know how much i feel for you, i want you to take care hun.
  3. Jess

    Jess Guest

    Thanks hun

    :unsure: When and if I'm ever ready for hugs again.. Y ou'll be the first I turn to for them

    Take care hun