Today marks 20 years since my grandmother passed away....I can't believe it's already been that long that she's been gone. My grandma was a wonderful person, and lots of people remember her fondly, especially me. She is one of the few people in my entire life I felt really understood and supported me. I miss her all the time and wish she was still here. She taught me so much about life and how to be a good and kind person. I've really been having a rough time lately and this realization is making me more depressed. Things would be much easier for me if she was still here, but I know she wouldn't want me to give up either. So I have to try and stay strong and fight through this, because I know she would want it that way. In some ways she might be looking out for me, so I don't want to disappoint her.