i cant do this

[~CazzaAngel~]

but i am afraid that if i tell you how i feel.you will leave me.

how's that?

 

[I Miss You]

Carolyn if you are there please talk to me.its imporatnt that i talk to you.ther was no excuse for what i did.i hurt you and i am sorry for that.i take full responiblity for that.i dont want to lose my best friend over this.


please come to the fourms and talk to me please.

 

[I Miss You]

i hur t you and. i feel so empty right now.i cant forgive myself for what i did.i know you hate me.

i just dont want to lose my best friend because of this.i cant live with myself.


i am a horrible person.and if you dont care about me anymore i will understand

i give up....I'M DONE!!!!!

 

[~CazzaAngel~]

I'm here. Doesn't look like you are though :unsure:

 

[I Miss You]

i hurt the one person that care about me the most here.how could i do that to you....?


i dont want you to get hurt.i cant pretend anymore.i am WORTHLESS!!!!

 

[ace]

i hurt the one person that care about me the most here.how could i do that to you....?


i dont want you to get hurt.i cant pretend anymore.i am WORTHLESS!!!!

I don't think what you done is so bad but I do understand how much it's hurting you and why it is.Don't feel worthless over this because you certainly aren't, people do and say things all the time without meaning to why should you be any different?

 

[I Miss You]

i understand what you are saying ace,i really do.but it's clear to me that Carolyn and everyone here at SF hates me.

there is nothing that anyone can do for me.i dont want to be here anymore.i understand how certain people here feel about me.i am not mad at her for what she did.i know that she will never forgive me.she says it.but i know that she doesn't mean it...

Carolyn and evrybody else here would be better off without me anyways.:sad:

 

[ace]

i understand what you are saying ace,i really do.but it's clear to me that Carolyn and everyone here at SF hates me.

there is nothing that anyone can do for me.i dont want to be here anymore.i understand how certain people here feel about me.i am not mad at her for what she did.i know that she will never forgive me.she says it.but i know that she doesn't mean it...

Carolyn and evrybody else here would be better off without me anyways.:sad:

Let me reassure you that I for one do not hate you in any such way or form and that I mean and swear on anything.It will never matter what you do I will never hate you and seriously speaking I don't think anyone else here does.

 

[Sailor]

I Miss You; staying in this world will make a difference.

The point that we are on this world...is to make a difference.

I suffered too; felt empty, felt useless, felt like crap...but what became me unlike any other?

I gained a good heart that cared for others...

There are many people like you...and if you survived;
you will help them too.

Don't feel useless Missy; you should know you're not alone...

Hope Missy....Hope is Life.

Don't farmers hope when they plant seeds in the ground that it grow to become a tree that makes fruits so all can eat?

----------------------

Don't give up...if you give up, and killed yourself, the world wouldn't care.

But what is more than that if you live and made a difference.

I wanted to kill myself too months ago but I am here standing. Why?

Hope........
Patience.....
Temperance....
Charity.....
Love....
Kindness....
Caring....

Who will go against you for being a good person? Bad people will...but they will fall.

 

[~CazzaAngel~]

I do not hate you. It's just you hurt me and my trust in you is wounded. But noone hates you. You know I'm always here for you. Infact I'm gunna call you now. :hug:

 

[I Miss You]

you are better off without me Carolyn.i am a horrible person for what i did to you.i just cant get past it.


i dont want to be here anymore.mabye i should have done it when i had the chance.:sad:

i just dont want to hurt you anymore.


i love you always and forever.


i just cant stop crying...its over....I'M DONE!!!!!

 

[I Miss You]

i cant hold on anymore.i am a worthless piece of shit that doesn't deservw anyone's love.i hate my life.i just cant handle it anymore.nobody loves me,nobody cares about me

I WISH I WAS DEAD!

 

[ace]

i cant hold on anymore.i am a worthless piece of shit that doesn't deservw anyone's love.i hate my life.i just cant handle it anymore.nobody loves me,nobody cares about me

I WISH I WAS DEAD!

You aren't a worthless piece of shit let me tell you,hold on lean on us talk to me [email protected] do you have messenger I do care about you I PROMISE!!!

 

[I Miss You]

i just wish i could disappear.i dont mean anything to anybody.nobody understands what i go through everday.i just cant handle it.i have nothing left

no one will miss me when im gone....
nobody cares about me....
nobody loves me....

 

[I Miss You]

i cant escape the hell i feel inside.i feel so lost so empty...

i just feel so alone right now

 

[~CazzaAngel~]

i cant escape the hell i feel inside.i feel so lost so empty...

i just feel so alone right now

You have us, hun. :hug:

 

[I Miss You]

its just so hard Carolyn.im am trying so hard.but im not worth the effort.its been like this for so long.i just want to sleep forever.....:sad:

 

[~CazzaAngel~]

See look howq l;ong you've survived. You can continue. Life can get better, but you have to quit letting your insecurities run you. Worry about yourself. don't worry about what others think, it's what you think. :hug:

 

[I Miss You]

im not worth it Carolyn.i have tried so hard.but i cant do it...


when her anniversary rolls around.i dont think i will be able to handle it.

i dont want to go through another one alone:sad: