I don’t want to stay anymore

[B4bydoll.xoxo]

I just don’t have the strength anymore.
I have no idea what I did in my past life to deserve nothing.
There’s nobody on Earth who wish she was born someone else more than me.
There’s nothing for me here. And I told myself I was going to stay 102 more, until new year Eve. Just to make everyone happy before I leave but I can’t stay any longer…
I am such a failure and I’m so useless why would I stay any longer ?

 

[Astrid78]

Hello and welcome, I'm sorry you're feeling so badly and hope you can find some comfort here
Hugs @B4bydoll.xoxo

 

[Angel777]

First of all you are not a failure , you sound very depressed , could you talk to your docter about how your feeling , they Could suggest counselling for you ,or medication to help. at this moment in time you need to be heard , that’s the first step. Get the help you deserve .

 

[Lady Wolfshead]

I just don’t have the strength anymore.
I have no idea what I did in my past life to deserve nothing.
There’s nobody on Earth who wish she was born someone else more than me.
There’s nothing for me here. And I told myself I was going to stay 102 more, until new year Eve. Just to make everyone happy before I leave but I can’t stay any longer…
I am such a failure and I’m so useless why would I stay any longer ?

You did nothing to deserve this pain and suffering. Nobody deserves to be suffering so badly they are contemplating suicide. What would you say to a friend who was going through such thoughts?

 

[iloverachel]

Hello my friend I am sorry you are feeling so bad
Would you like to talk more about it?
We are here to listen and support you

 

[KM76710]

I just don’t have the strength anymore.
I have no idea what I did in my past life to deserve nothing.
There’s nobody on Earth who wish she was born someone else more than me.
There’s nothing for me here. And I told myself I was going to stay 102 more, until new year Eve. Just to make everyone happy before I leave but I can’t stay any longer…
I am such a failure and I’m so useless why would I stay any longer ?

Sad to hear how things are and how you feel, but this is a great forum and fine members to get to know. I hope that you keep returning and posting because we don't consider you useless.