I haven't been diagnosed with anything, but I've never even gotten checked. My parents don't believe in mental disorders, they just think it's all a part of puberty and growing up. I do go to the therapist though, and he's surprised that I'm not on meds or something like that. I have so many things going on in my mind, it's utter chaos. I have voices in my head, a lot of them, along with people/beings that only I can see. Both of these are a mix of good and bad voices. There is one being in particular that tells me that "I need something, and you have it inside you. Thing is, I can only get it when you die, so I need you to die." and other things like that. I also have very, VERY intense dreams/nightmares that I'm not going to really try to explain in detail right now, otherwise I'm going to start going on a huge rant...but there is one thing. Every single time I wake up, regardless of whether the sleep was a normal sleep or even just a light nap, I always wake up unable to move or breathe. When I wake up, I always see shadowy figures next to my bed, including the being that wants me to die. They make this weird sound that completely drains away any remaining air I have in my lungs. They only go away either when some sort of light (lamp, sun, hallway light under the door, ect) shines on them or when I pass out from lack of air. This has been going on for a long time, and it's been getting worse. I'm also pretty sure I have PTSD from past events from when I was a kid, but I'm not completely sure. These are only a part of what's going on right now, but these are also the main problems. The other problems branch off from these.