My mind wont stop racing. My heart is beating so fast. I guess its anxiety. I have no idea why. Ive been depressed for a long time with no anxiety. I need a good cry. I got my wisdom teeth out on Tuesday and spent a few days in bed. Being in bed just made me more depressed. My family has no idea. I do see a counselor once a week at school and started seeing one this summer at home but didnt go last week cause of the wisdom teeth removal. I guess I just have the roommate situation on my mind. Im going into my 5th year in college and have a semester left. I live in a suite and was friends with the suitemate but towards end of semester I changed (for good/worse) and I got mad at her and we stopped being friends. She is supposed to live in same apartment again but I got an email from dorm telling me 3 other people names. I know I should just text her and ask if she decided to switch rooms but Im too nervous. Ive been having so much trouble sleeping. For past few nights I wake up at 4 or 5am for an hour or 2. My heart just wont stop beating fast. Im scared to know her answer as to what happened to her or if the dorm planning people just goofed. I talked to the new roommates and they are all partiers. I dont know which is worse. Living with out roommate or new one. Someone just yell at me to text her and ask her whats up about her living situation. Maybe she is moving rooms and just didnt tell me since I stopped talking to her.