I just feel like giving up because I just don't know... I don't know who I am, I don't know what my life is, don't know what I'm feeling, I don't know how to fix myself. I just want to sink into my bedsheets, never to resurface. I want to disappear without hurting anyone. I want to seize to exist as if I wasn't even there in the first place, I wish to be forgotten, lost. I just.... I don't know what to do.