Little rant to myself. Fuck my life and fuck everything to do with it. I'm fed up. I'm fed up of being confused. So i read something earlier and it's fucked up my head alot. I'm confused. I don't know. I know what i want and its killing me that i can't have it. I don't know. Plus what he said last night .... kinda felt wrong. Makes me feel bad. Maybe i need to stop talking to him? I'm fed up of all the fighting. I can't take it. I feel torn enough as it is. I can't have people mad at me it drives me insane. Literally. Don't get why people are mad at me but whatever. I've had years of practice. Shit nights sleep last night. Couldn't sleep at all. Had the noise going but it's not the same. When i managed to get to sleep i got woke up by * coming into my room. So now im fucking shattered i've got shit to do and i can't be arsed right now. Now a song that triggers me has come on .... perfect. Fuck it.