i don't understand..i don't have many friends, my friends being stolen from a bad girl, now i don't have a clique and act like a lone wolf. i have one best friend, but its like everybody else is not happy seeing us together. I am now also close to a guy, he likes me and i like him, but they don't like seeing us together. they talked behind me and made a gossip about me that is not right. It's like nobody wants me have a friend or people to be close with, even so i still have to act happy infant of them. I am known to be a cheerful person, it is actually just to cover up my sadness, but it get worse....now overtime I'm sad and asking for advice, they don't respond it seriously and thinks that i'll be okay in no time and my problem is just my overthinking.
i don't understand. I get depressed easily, i get sad easily, and i cry easily. But i can't cry in front of my family, or my friends, and i can't get caught crying, if they do they usually laughed at me or treating me like a child or even disgusted. So i usually cry at night when everybody in the house is sleeping, but i feel lonely. I need someone to talk to about my problems and hear me seriously, not making fun of my problems. so i always talked to my teddy bear or even talking to myself.
i don't understand what to do.., my chest really hurts when I'm sad, literally hurts and sometimes my head too. i cry almost every night, or 3-4 times a week at night. I'm having a realistic dream everyday, it's like I'm having more fun living in my dreams...
i don't understand. I get depressed easily, i get sad easily, and i cry easily. But i can't cry in front of my family, or my friends, and i can't get caught crying, if they do they usually laughed at me or treating me like a child or even disgusted. So i usually cry at night when everybody in the house is sleeping, but i feel lonely. I need someone to talk to about my problems and hear me seriously, not making fun of my problems. so i always talked to my teddy bear or even talking to myself.
i don't understand what to do.., my chest really hurts when I'm sad, literally hurts and sometimes my head too. i cry almost every night, or 3-4 times a week at night. I'm having a realistic dream everyday, it's like I'm having more fun living in my dreams...
