I'm 5'3" and 143 lbs. Just last week I was 137 lbs and I feel disgusting. I don't see any weight gained in the mirror but I know it's there. I know that everyone around me sees me as a huge disgusting fat bitch who needs to keep vomiting because it's better for her. I told someone on here about it and they told me that I definitely need to keep losing and throwing up because I will be more beautiful. I'm glad you're all pro-ed. I feel at home and not criticized for trying to be "healthy".