Discussion in 'Mental Health Disorders' started by adamW, Jun 18, 2012.
Arrrhhghggh is how I feel but I don't feel the will to live
Hi adamW i know that feeling all to well can you tell us more why you are feeling so down
I went to the er today because I'm constantly depressed and think about suicide alot, they gave me some meds but now I feel more worthless than ever
Well last night I completely broke down I was all over the emotion spectrum but in the end I was more angry at myself then I have ever been I almost went up to my AK 47 and kissed it good bye, but instead I thought of my,family which got be thinking would they even miss me? Since I have put the AK some safe and there are no rounds in the house but I am ex military and know I can find other means if need be.I don't want that I took some ativan prescribed but it only made it worse.
HI hun you need to go back to the hospital ok or your doctor and let them know the meds are making things worse I am glad you thought of your family hun Depression is treatable hun don't give up on you yet ok hugs