I feel like giving up
- Thread starter jess♡
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I have been struggling more than i could have struggled my entire life. I have been con thinking about whether i am better off dead or not, my mind can’t shake that feeling off and it wont stop.
I am constantly thinking how much of a worthless person i am and how much i am a disappointment to this world and, I just don’t see a future as such. I want to cry, i want to be happy but it isnt getting better. it’s getting worse.
My mind feels so shit and it’s so exhausting to live like this, it’s getting too much to handle it really is. i’ve tried reaching out to ’help’ and, they just fob you off like you’re a piece of shit. it’s. not. fair.
I want this pain to end, i really do but i can’t leave this world because i have’ something to live for’ even though i do not know what that is right now, it’s so hard. I cry every night every day because i am in so much pain and, it hurts to even breathe because it’s so emotionally painful to live like this. I just want to be better do better but, i do not think that will happen anytime soon, i just i don’t even know what im posting here but i am hurting so much i really am.
sorry.
I am constantly thinking how much of a worthless person i am and how much i am a disappointment to this world and, I just don’t see a future as such. I want to cry, i want to be happy but it isnt getting better. it’s getting worse.
My mind feels so shit and it’s so exhausting to live like this, it’s getting too much to handle it really is. i’ve tried reaching out to ’help’ and, they just fob you off like you’re a piece of shit. it’s. not. fair.
I want this pain to end, i really do but i can’t leave this world because i have’ something to live for’ even though i do not know what that is right now, it’s so hard. I cry every night every day because i am in so much pain and, it hurts to even breathe because it’s so emotionally painful to live like this. I just want to be better do better but, i do not think that will happen anytime soon, i just i don’t even know what im posting here but i am hurting so much i really am.
sorry.
You are most likely a very caring, sensitive and loving person.
The nasty and worthless people of this world such as the psycopaths, sociopaths and narcissists dont feel this way.
Therefore you are not worthless and a disappointment to the world.
It is this awful world that is a disappointment to us because it is rigged with awful systems to make us feel this way.
Ive been feeling the way you do for years now and Im so god damn tired of this world and the way that I feel.
All I can do is send you my love and let you know that I understand you and that I care.