Hi, Am 23 in May. Stuck in the year 2013. That was supposed to be the start if my new life.I am trying to finish off both my masters and accept the past. I'm too old to repeat family holidays, find a lawyer, party, have an undergrad experience. I actually dream of the university of Essex, my old modules, their night club, and a poor attempt at a bank of England internship. They say I should count my blessings They are - I am muscular for many years. The later half of my secondary school I was a fat shit -The flashbacks stopped. -I have met Bill Gates via winning a competition. -I have no student loans despite two masters, two online degrees. - I helped Britain leave the EU, and may become an MP in 2020. I also feel I should get the snip...should I? In a way my real issue is that till almost age 22, my childhood haunted me. No issues at home, or in other areas like extracurricular activities, online games, D of E, etc Ages 9-13, then again 15-17, school f***ed me up.