I feel very suisidal tonight

[MyGirlyGirl]

I'm a failure. My thesis got rejected, because I used lots of A.I and lots of egregious misunderstandings.
I'm rereading , rewriting everything. The advisor doesn't want this stupid peace of paper of mine. It's completely nonsense. It's too hard, I can't wrap my head around it. I have so many errors, misunderstandings. My advisor doesn't help at all. He doesn't even know this stupid,hard topic of mine. It's not her speciality. I can't change him also there's no other option.
I wish I could die. I spend 2 years of my life on this thesis, it's going to take another year also.

I don't know why I wanted a master's degree in the first place. My major is so useless and stupid too. Everything about this whole master's thing is a water of time. I can't get out of it. I think about killing myself over this every day. I can't even eat dinner or cook anything. I don't have any time. I hate it from bottom of my heart. Writing a thesis all alone and in a very noisy house is hell on earth. I wish I had cancer instead.

 

[MyGirlyGirl]

I was such a fool, thinking I could get accepted in to a PhD program . I can't do anything right.
I don't have any energy and motivation too.

 

[I_waste_everything]

Hi. I just now am beginning to read your situation.

I'm sorry, especially about your crisis. I'm glad you're still here, and I'm glad you've come to put your situation and feelings into words.

 

[may71]

It sounds like you're being really harsh on yourself. I hope you can be more gentle.

Sending hugs if you would like hugs