I wish I was never born. My mother blamed me for her marriage break up, even though I was only three, punished me for the rest of the time I lived with her. Even when her father sexually abused me, she said I was a liar & I was evil to say such things. I tried really hard to lead a normal life, I have two beautiful children, they are the only good things that have come from my life. Now I am tired & sick of this world, the discrimnation, the greed, the violence, there is no reason to stay in this ****ed up world.